Eddie pulled back
"Why? Why did you never tell me?" asked Eddie staring into Richie's dazed eyes
"Because I knew that there was never any way that you would feel the same way." Said Richie looking down
"Oh." Said Eddie sadly
"Can we please just have this one night, I don't care if you go and fuck Bill again after, I just want one night with you Eddie." Said Richie reaching for Eddie's hand "Because I love you."
Eddie nodded his head silently and kissed back, he could tell Richie was crying, he didn't much care, after all he felt like he might cry as well. Richie kissed his neck, his hands finding their way to Eddie's curly hair. Eddie held Richie in his arms, looking out at the lake, thinking about how he felt. Richie took off his shirt, Eddie did the same, they were both crying now. Richie kissed Eddie's soft lips knowing that this was going to be the only time he would.
They went into the nearest empty building they could find not wanting to stop, ever. Eddie kissed Richie's cheek and his neck, slowly moving downward. He unbuckled Richie's belt and slid off his pants.
"Eddie, are you sure about this?" Asked Richie worried
"You asked for one night, I'm giving you one night." Said Eddie smiling slightly to Richie
Richie gasped biting lip holding in a scream, he had never felt something so powerful yet so sweet and gentle. He instantly knew that this was only trouble, that this was only going to make his feelings for Eddie grow stronger, his unreturned feelings. He kissed the back of Eddie's neck causing him to look up.
"Why are you doing this Eddie?" he asked confused
"Because I love you too." Said Eddie but Richie knew it wasn't the same love he felt for Eddie.
Eddie finally stood up, kissing Richie one last time and Richie knew that this was his goodbye. He just stood there, watching the man of his dreams walk away in the moonlight, letting the only chance he had with Eddie, the only chance he had at happiness walk away into the moonlight.
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Summer of Love//Reddie/Byler
FanfictionReddie: Eddie goes to a sleep away camp over the summer, expecting the worst summer of his life. But gosh he was wrong. He falls in love with Bill Denbrough the hottie(In my opinion) but in the end its not Bill he was searching for, it was his best...
