i talk about being valuable and letting people in ,but i'm not even letting anyone in.
i don't like that about myself.
i value people opinions.
actions speak louder than words.
what more can i do?
a lot more.
cut niggas off and stop playing.
if i want something then i gotta give it my all.
i hate that about myself.
nigga i like you.
I'm sorry.
i'll show it more.
i like it when you hold me and kisses me.
i smile and i go to your locker.
this all started happening more like a week ago. now i really just want to see you.
i want to hold you and talk to you and cry.
not over you, but because of the fact i just need letting people opinions bother me.
i don't like that about myself.
i don't know how to express it?
i want to?
i just feel like i'm gonna be judged.
sigh.
i actually do really like you.
i just can't believe that someone actually likes me for me.
i don't want to be used.
it's hard for me to open up and share my emotions about him.
i don't think he understands that.
he thinks i'm lying.
what is there more to say?
i actually mean it when i say it.
believe me, love.
please believe me.
i just want to see him.
i'm so passive aggressive.
i'd be hurt if he stopped talking to me.
if i cry then he'd be shook.
i feel like he'll laugh
but he won't.
i need to see him soon.
sigh, why am i like this?
