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AppealFanfic: Chapter 23

• Sonya •

Staring at Cade while he talked the only thing on my mind was kissing him. I wanted to feel his lips against mine so badly. It's been four whole years and I still remember how soft and warm his rosy lips felt whenever they were being pressed to mine. "So I'm thinking about marrying her... but not until like two years from now though. I want to ask her the question on her birthday which is in July. What you think about that?"

I don't remember when I stopped walking, but I did. Did he just say the word marry? To her? I mean I didn't know the chick but really,Cade? Why marry Bella when you have me back in your--

"Hello? Son bon... are you there?" He snapped his fingers in my face a few times. I blinked twice before clearing my throat and plastering a fake ass grin onto my face. "If you really love her then I guess marriage is the sensible thing to do. Do you really love her?" Please say no, I thought as I looked up at his striking features.

How was it possible for him to grow even more handsome over the past four years?Time really does justice.

"Yeah, I love her a lot... that's the thing. You know that I'm not a man who hides or tries to deny his feelings, Son." He took a seat on the sand a few feet away from the water. I slowly sat beside him, and turned sideways so that I could look at him as he spoke. "When I love, I love hard. And I love Bella a whole fucking lot." He was blushing, and it was sort of cute.

I  suddenly felt rage inside of my system. What the fuck was so special about this Bella chick? "I'm happy for you Cade..." No I wasn't.

"No you're not." My eyes grew to the size of golf balls after he said that. "How--" I started, but was quickly cut off by him.

"I can see it all in your eyes, Sonya. You ain't happy for me... and that shit is really irking me." 

"What? What are you talking about, Cade? I am happy for you. If you're happy then I'm happy."

"Bullshit. I can smell your jealousy." He chuckled before looking away from me and out at the blue-green water. "You have no reason to be jealous when you're the one that lied. You're the one that fucked up. I wouldn't have those feelings for you if you would of just came clean that very first day we met. We didn't even have to date, Sonya. Once you told me your age yeah I wouldn't want to get into anything with you, because you were a minor. But I would of dead kept a friendship with you and wait until you were eighteen or some shit."

"You would--"

"You lied to me... why did you lie to me? I loved you... You know that I loved you." His tone was icy and rigid. I didn't like this tone that he was using with me. He sounded like he hated me.

Which wouldn't really surprise me. He had every reason to hate me.

"I love you Cade. I love--"

"Stop, Sonya. Don't even start with this fuck shit." He blew out a long breath and then laid back on the sand. I looked down at him as he closed his eyes. Rubbing my lips back and forth together, I quickly climbed on top of him and just when he began to open his eyes I pressed my lips to his.

Oh

my

gosh.

It felt like an eternity since I last had my lips on his.

"Son...ya... stop--" He tried to pull my body from on top of his but I tightened my arms around his neck and slipped my tongue into his warm mouth. It was then that he stopped denying that he wanted this just as badly as I did.

"I love you, Cade. I never stopped thinking about you." I kissed around his lips before pressing them back onto his large ones. "Fuck... I love you too,Sonya. But I can't do this." This time when he tried to pull my body from on top of his I didn't put up a fight.