you looked so happy that day when you walked in.
I hoped it was because of me.
but little did I know what you were planning.
I ignored it, though.
we ran through the same procedure with the same group.
that was, until they got to you.
they asked about your obvious glow and smile that day.
you told them you had "plans" tonight.
did you have a girlfriend?
you gave off a happy vibe that day.
I hated it.
the walk to my house was silent but I could tell your head was full of thoughts.
I was too nervous to ask you what you were smiling about that day.
ohhhh but little did I know.
I liked seeing you happy, but I didn't like not knowing the reason of it.
I stared at your fluffy dark brown hair.
your brown eyes.
the specifically placed miles are you perfectly sculpted face.
and that smile.
that's when I knew I had a crush on you, jeon jungkook.
and I told you.
you seemed surprised by my sudden confession.
I regretted it and told you to "forget it ever happened"
to which you replied
"I like you too"
I actually smiled.
me, out of all people, smiled.
you told me that you didn't know how relationships worked but you were willing to learn with me.
you basically asked me out.
I was so happy.
you are the only person that could do this to me.
why did you make me like this, jungkook?
why?
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why? || j.k au
Fanfictiona short, sad story about 2 suicidal teens that meet at a support group. lower case intended [ MANY SPELLING ERRORS ] ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ - THIS STORY CONTAINS ANGST AND TALK ABOUT SUICIDE