obsessed

{13} secrets

Elena's POV

Ignore , that's what we've been doing for the past five days.
She hasn't made a single move to talk to me, every time i bump into her she hesitates and just walks away.

Jackson has lost his shit.
He has been interrogating her since the minute she stepped into the house.

As for my mom, well she's been constantly called for work ,giving us both a quick goodbye and with a kiss she leaves.

Corbyn on the other hand started messaging me.
He keeps asking how I'm holding up.
And just like every other lie , i tell him im alright.

I keep wondering why Ally isn't going back to New York , what is she hiding?

Today marks the second month death anniversary of Daniel.
It's funny how time flies so fast without your loved ones.

And six months since i settled in this disgusting town , i despise nothing more than i despise this town , it has brought nothing but bad memories the time I've spend here.

Love used to be a joyful word to me two months ago ,but now i just hate it.
I hate how couples on the television act all cooed up , i hate seeing a guy kissing a girl with so much passion because all that used to be me with the love of my life.

I know i keep crying over someone who's gone for good,but tell me if you were in my place would you forget so soon? Forget all the late nights? Forget all the sweet names?

The answer is simple , it's a No.
When you fall head over heels for someone , all you can see is the person you love , whenever you go or whatever you do , it's always them you think about.

It's not easy forgetting the person who was your first everything.
Yes, he was my first kiss , first date,first sex and first love.
And now my last love and last sex.

If i were given a second chance of meeting him ,then without a single thought I'd do it all over again.

You'd think we were lovers from the first time we saw eachother.
Nope , we were enemies.

Four year's ago

"Hey al  ,hold up" i yelled as i ran up to my best friend.

"Finally" she said in annoyance.

"What crawled up your ass-"

"Your brother" she said frustrated.

a smirk appeared its way through my face.

"but i like elizabeth , she's a total-"

"Bitch" she cut me.

"Well someone's jealous" i said with amusement in my eyes.

Muttering some words she grabbed me towards the cafeteria and sat down on our usual bench.

I was eating my third slice of pizza when the cheerleaders from the bench ahead started saying 'oohs' and 'ahs'

Not giving a damn about them , i started shoving my mouth with my food.

That is until everyone started circling around and i started hearing whispers about some new transfer student.

"Did you see his eyes"

"Oh my god those hair"

"He's a total badboy"

"He is a walking sex god"

"I'd do him"

The last one made me gag.
I was sure to throw up any second if ally hadn't grabbed me and took me out the cafeteria.

She was walking like she had a lion on her tail , keeping up to her pace i started almost running when i bumped into something hard.

Hmm must be a wall.

Wrong..

strong arms held me by my waist before i could hit the ground , i slowly opened my eyes and came face to face with a blue eyes.

End of flashback

A small smile appeared as i thought about his player ways and how much of a cocky ass he was,but in the end he was tamed by me.

Those days i wished i never met him,but now all i want is to see him ,touch him and feel him all over again.

Just this once..

"El" jackson whispered as he entered the room.

I looked up to him with a sad smile and made space for him to sit down.

"Hey" i said.

"Hi"

There was a small silence between us until he spoke.

"You're wearing the ring" he states looking at my left hand.

"Yeh" i replied.

"It looks-"

He was interrupted by ally barging in as she eyed me and then finally spoke.

"We need to talk" she said.

Jackson and i stared at each other , after a while i got up and walked my way to her.

Closing the guest room door , she turned around to speak,but i beat her to it.

"What?" I snapped.

All these hormones were messing with my emotions.

"I'm sorry" she said.

"Sorry? Really you're sorry" i laughed dryly.

"El i was having family issues-"

"NO , ALLY EVERYONE HAS FAMILY ISSUES,but we don't go around giving the people we care about heart attacks" i yelled at first and then my voice became lower.

"You don't know what I'm going through" she said with tears falling out.

"Enlighten me?" I replied with no humor.

"I can't-"

"Leave" i said.

"El you can't do this to me" she pleaded .

"Then what are you not telling me-" i got cut off by her and the second she told me , i felt like the air was knocked out of my lungs.

"MY MOM WAS MURDERED" she screamed with loud sobs following her and just like that i lost her.

She had fainted and i was the reason for it  just like i was the reason daniel died.

A/N: ok well that's that!!
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