My Love, Brian May [The Last Chapter] {Completed}

Sneaking

I must say, the pasta that Roger made was truly divine. Everyone enjoyed it especially me. As I was gathering all the dirty dishes, Roger shoots me a "I told you so" look, allowing me to just smile and shake my head.
'Oh shit, I forgot Michael leaves for his tour in 2 days. I'm going to have to find a way to make it there.'
"Brian?" I say as he looks up from his daydreaming to meet my eyes. "We have to find a way to make it to one of Michaels concerts."
"Is that already this week? Oh lord, I'm not sure if I can make it dear."
I turn and pull my look of "really?" 'How could he miss one of his sons greatest accomplishments?'
"Brian...he wants you to be there just as much as he wants me to. Don't let him down now." I plead as he tried to think of his schedule for the week.
"I fly out to Montreox with the boys this week for a meeting. I'm supposed to be back by late Thursday but that can change if weather gets in the way." He explains, heaving a sigh in disappointment at his inconvenience.
"Just... try to make it. He would really appreciate that." I say before washing my hands and leaving the kitchen.
     As I make my way upstairs, I run into the blonde waiting by my bedroom door with a wide smirk on his lips. I cock an eyebrow at his smirk before questioning him.
"What're you up to now?" I ask with a small laugh as he takes his weight off from against the door frame to approach me.
"I...happened to find a way where we can both get what we want." He says with a prideful smile as he inches closer and closer to me.
I eye him in confusion as to what he was talking about. "What're you talking about Taylor?" I ask with a sigh.
"Well...I must say, it's a bit inappropriate to talk about right here. So... maybe when your loved ones go off to bed?"
     "Roger, if you're trying to get me to sleep with you than..."
     "No no, nothing of the sort. I'll be up til like 1 so, come on into my room and we can discuss." And with that, he walked away back to his bedroom.
     "I don't even know what we're discussing." I call back only to get a small chuckle from within his room. I smile before heading into my room.
     Well now he got me all worked up about what he wanted to discuss. I just wanted it to be late already so I could get it over with. 'Oh Roger, what are you up to now?'

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     I've been laying in my bed for 3 hours since 8:30 which was when everyone went off to bed. Everyone except Roger and I of course. Brian was asleep next to me but I didn't want to leave just yet. I had to make sure he was in a deep enough sleep where he wouldn't notice me gone, which could end up worse than imaginable.
     I look over to the clock that was lightly dimmed by the moonlight reading 11:45. 'Now or never...'
     Slowly slipping out of bed, I tip toe out of my room and down the dark corridor, trying my best to not make a sound. As I reach the blondes room, it was already half way open with a beam of light shining out of it.
     I approach to room to find his lamp on and him lying on his bed with his journal in hand. He looks up to find me by his door allowing a smile to spread across his face.
     "Glad you could join me." He whispers as I shake my head jokingly and enter his room. My hair was down while I wore one of Brian's shirts and a pair of pajama shorts. It all caught his eyes.
     "So..." I whisper, taking a seat beside him on his bed. "What it is you want to tell me?"
     He sets down his journal and turns his head to face me with the smile still glued to his face. "I love you right?" He asks as I nod in return. "But you're not allowed to not love me back. Correct?"
     "Well... yeah I guess?" 'Where is this leading to?'
     "What if, I had a way where can both get what we want? Me having you, and you not feeling guilty about it." He continues as I try to catch on as to what he was talking about.
     "Alright...what's your way?" I ask getting more curious by the second.
     "Okay first, what's your definition of cheating?"
     "Me kissing you back or feeling affection towards you. Anything that I basically do." I reply feeling a bit uncomfortable by this.
     "Good...so here's the thing. I can kiss you anywhere you want but you don't have to do anything. You'll have nothing to feel guilty about because you won't have to do anything. I can just..." He slowly begins to make his way over to my neck, slowly kissing it as I let out a small gasp. "Kiss you. And he'll never know..." he whispers against my warm skin, sending goosebumps to form across my entire body.
     'Was this Okay? I mean, he had a point. I won't feel all too guilty if he was the one doing it and not me. But I would've let it all happen and that would scare me. Then again though...he was so lonely. He has no one to love except me basically.'
     "I...I suppose you...can." I whisper in between small gasps as he continued to softly kiss my neck. 'God I was falling back into my old habits again.'
     "That's my girl." He whispers in return as he made his way behind me, wrapping his arms around me and touching every bit of visible skin.
     'Jesus I haven't had this kind of affection in about 13 years. This felt... amazing.'