I mean that I hate introductions. Like what do u say, what's too much, and now I have to sell myself hoping you'll be interested and keep reading. Just fasten your seatbelt this is gonna be a long, bumpy ride.
Everything started normally I was born normal, well, semi-normal, my mother went to the 4th of July fireworks and they were just so exciting I wanted to see, started labor right there at the show. I was 4 days late and both my parents were teenagers, at the time. it is the late 90's, it was normal for parents to be young. my father was working 2 jobs and was in and out of jail, I was a tough baby, so I'm told, I cried a lot and demanded a lot of attention. around the age of 3, my brother Kyle was born, then around age 10, my sister Marie was born. but this isn't about them this is about me and my story. my earliest memory I have is about 4-5 I had prekindergarten testing and I was already crabby because Kyle was sick. kept everyone up all night and that following morning I didn't want to go, I did horrible, was crabby and fought everyone. spoiler alert I didn't get to go that year, I had to wait till I was 6 to start.
The school was okay I loved nap time because I didn't have to nap id get to watch tv. I enjoyed arts and crafts. I had the typical bully and mean girls, they started young, lunch and gym were my favorite. that was until about middle school but ill get back to that. my small town has several different schools and when I got into the second of the four schools I was more interested in the library and art room. I always had my head in a book or was working on some project. I spent most of my free time in the art club or hiding out in the library. The third school was the worst I started junior high and I hated school. I figured out I liked girls and was told it is only a phase, by my mother. she still doesn't accept me, but guess what? I don't care, she just won't be at my wedding. The summer before 8th grade I had lost my virginity, that didn't make school any easier. now we are getting to the really hard part of my story. high school the worst years of my life. my depression got bad I lost a lot of my friends and I was sleeping around. Also, some very private information became public.
I dropped out when I turned 18, for a guy, dumbest mistake ever. not worth it. he moved me a state away and made me cut all ties. but all this stuff, I will go more into with each chapter. I just thought you would like to know more about me. I'm 5'7, 287 with long Brown hair with Pink Underneath. green eyes. I am 23 years old, my name is Krystal May, but everyone just calls me may, because they say it as bright as the sun and as beautiful as the spring flowers, or at least I was until my mental illnesses hit me. I was diagnosed at the young age of 8 with depression, anxiety at 10, PTSD by 13. and that's all before the age of 18. after 18 we can add BPD, Bi-polar, GAD, and Insomnia.
Enough about the bad stuff lets talk about the good stuff. I'm all about the color purple and my favorite animal is a blobfish, if you don't know what that is, look it up, they are so ugly they are cute. I have read more books then I can count and one day I want to have my own library. I enjoy mystery, drama, or anything that catches my eye. I'm a smoker both cigarettes and flower. I drink socially, My favorite is a fireball or a mixed drink. The best fact about me is that I have found the love of my life, she is 26, brown hair, amazing blue-green eyes, about 5'4, 264 lbs. her name is Scarlett Rose. Let me tell you that name fits her perfectly. when I met her my world was dark and colorless. Once she came in, it suddenly got light. slowly over time, everything got color back to it until my world was bright and new again. you'll learn more about her later but she's my better half, my partner in crime and soon she will be my wife.
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