The Stairs

Chapter 1

Plot: currently Lauren is writing in her diary. Listen up!
                                                              February 2, 2022
Dear Diary,
She still doesn't know.. I can't even begin to imagine what she would say if I told her. "Hey best friend of 10 years IM IN LOVE WITH YOU!" Like... what the freak. Every time she comes to my house she's always talking about the boys at our school, what boys she thinks are cute. I just shut up and listen because I don't like boys. She doesn't know that though! Gosh I'm a terrible best friend. Best friends are  supposed to tell each other everything. Not hide the biggest most secretive part of them. Ugh. Why can't life be easier. -Lauren

                                                       February 3rd, 2022
Dear Diary,
Another day goes by without me telling Emma I like her. It's getting frustrating having to watch her hug other boys.. and girls. Twirling her hair. Glancing at me. Making me want her. I've had enough. I've loved her since the day I met her. Why can't she just love me the way I love her. Ugh. Anyways, her and I always sit on the stairs during lunch. Today, this girl named Scarlett accidentally spilled her milk all over Emma. It's freezing outside and I gave Emma my jacket to make sure she was able to hide the giant MILK STAIN ON HER PANTS. I'm a good person. :) ughhhhhhhh I like emmmaaaaaajxufhdjshsbjdjdjdjdijdjdjdjdidjjdjifjkf
-Lauren

February 4, 2022
Dear Diary,
Emma and I sat on the stairs again today. No milk was spilled though. Hah I'm funny. It's still freezing outside. Emma was hanging out a lot with my brother and his friends today though. So I hung out with Scarlett. Scarlett's lesbian too. She was telling me the story of how she came out to her parents. Her parents accept her and support her unconditionally which I'm not sure if I came out to my parents that I would get a response like that. Such a positive response! Ugh. Kills me to think that day will shortly arrive when I do have to come out to all my friends and family. Scarlett asked me today if I was questioning my sexuality. I said " nope I'm straighter than a ruler." The truth is I'm about as straight as Jin's fingers from BTS. Yes I'm a kpop Stan, no need to bash me.