Ugh not been the best or worst week and right now I just want hugs and love but no one awake or around me to give that so I'll just be a sad bby and write some for myself.
Update: old draft i started months ago imma finish it nowThere was just something off about this week. It hadn't been terrible or amazing, it was just being bothersome. Things weren't going right but they weren't going wrong either and this seemed to frustrate you as not even the events in your life could decided where they stood. Things were either good or bad, the weird inbetween situation with all your situations was stressing you out to no end. All of that led you to this point, on a lonely Wednesday night laying in bed while thinking of all that happened.
The week began fine, monday school was canceled so it was a long weekend, you had spent that time doing your preferred activity, occasionally talking and hanging out with your close friend who was also your crush, (Crush Name). It went downhill as on Saturday night you told a friend of yours that you held some affection for (C.N). You regretted it dearly as that friend told others who didn't need to know and going as far as talking about it in front of (C.N). You managed to convince him that your friend was lying but it seemed (Friends Name)'s constant pestering and teasing annoyed (C.N) so much that he didn't talk to you for the rest of the weekend.
Monday night some extremely close yet long distance friends of yours convinced you to confess how you felt towards (C.N). You gained the confidence and called him at 9:30. He didn't answer so you assumed he was asleep. The next morning he messaged you and freaking out you replied.
'Oh sorry, I was just calling to ask what websites you used for the English Assignment.' You totally weasled out and it bothered you for the rest of the week. The week got more bothersome as you had missed a Trig test from last week while you were sick. You weren't allowed to take it on another date so you got the class average as you mark (once again you couldn't tell whether it was good or bad). Then in the final two periods you had a History test which you hadn't studied for, but turned out much easier than you thought. (C.N) sat next to you during the test and made little jokes to you at the end, it was nice but just before the final bell rang he said.
"I'm glad your friend was just lying about you liking me, it'd be so awkward to shut you down dude." That sent your only good mood you had gotten during the week spiralling down into an abyss as it felt like someone squeezed your heart with all their might. You paused for a second before trying to laugh it off and act casually.
"Yeah ahaha, that'd be weird as." You smiled lightheatedly refusing to let him notice anything. You felt terrible for the rest of the afternoon until you got home. Laying on your bed while struggling to cry. You wanted to so bad but you hated doing it so much, crying just made you think about things you didn't want to.
"F*cking hell..." You struggled to mutter out those two words as you almost burst out in sobs from just opening your mouth. You hated yourself for putting yourself through this. It was your fault for carrying yourself on and being delusional. He was never interested in you that way, what you may have considered flirting was probably just him being friendly.
After a bit you couldn't stand the suffocating atmosphere of your bedroom. So you decided to sneak out and head somewhere you could clear your mind. You headed to the nearby park next to the lake, which was surrounded by trees. The clear water and security of the trees would surely relax your troubled mind. With a heavy sigh and shaky legs you raised from your bed and got changed. Carefully opening and closing the front door as you snuck out away from the overwhelming
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(Slashers x Reader x DeadByDaylight) Oneshots+Imagines
FanficHere is a lil' oneshot book for all you horror fangirls like me. I was going through Wattpad when I realised that there weren't a lot of slasher/dbd books with intersting plots, and the ones that were good were very short. So I decided to make my ow...