As I sit down in my car, I'm in Toronto Canada. I haven't told anyone I'm back yet. I turn my car on and instantly hear the sweet voice of the boy I've always loved but never told my feelings too.
Shawn Mendes. If I Can't Have You is stuck in my head. We talk all the time but I never told him I was coming back. When I heard this song for the first time I was starstruck. He literally pours his heart out and I wish I knew the girl he loved so fucking much.
I start to sing along as I drive towards my home. My parents still live here. I left after I attempted to end my life. I was sent to a treatment place in California where I spent the last 3 years.
I get out when I arrive and head up to the front door, unlocking it with my key. I step inside and look around.
"Mom! Dad!" I call out.
I hear footsteps and get engulfed in hugs from my parents.
"You look so good hunny!" My mom gushes, happy tears streaming down her face.
"Thanks mom," I say smiling at her.
I felt better than I did at 15. I lost a lot back then, the bullying was so bad I tried to kill my self. I was almost dead in the bathtub when my older twin brothers Ethan & Grayson found me. The 3 of us went to California. They came home a 2 years ago.
"Y/N! I fucking missed you lil sis! You look amazing! How do you feel?" Grayson asks, hugging me.
"Good! I'm better now I missed you too bro," I say smiling and hugging back.
"Let me in! I missed you too Y/N!" Ethan says shoving Grayson to the side.
I laugh and hug my other brother tightly, "I missed you too E!"
"Shawn's been writing songs about a special girl... do you know who she is? You talk to him a lot don't you?" Grayson asks, curiously.
"Yes I do but I don't know who she is, he doesn't talk about her to me," I say causing him to pout.
He's such a sucker for drama and tea I swear.
My phone vibrates with a incoming call from Shawn.
"I gotta take this!" I say going up to my old room.
I answer my cell,
"hey!"
"Y/N! When the hell were going to tell me you were home!?" Shawn asks
"I was going to surprise you! How did you find out?"
"Your brothers just posted a pic of you and them," Shawn says.
"Those asses,"
"I want to take you to dinner tonight if that's okay? I need to tell you something," Shawn says
"Okay, Fine when and where?"
"I'm picking you up at 6, dress nice," Shawn says
"You got it! See you then Shawnie ."
"Bye Y/N/N (you're nickname)," Shawn says before hanging up.
You go get in your car and go shopping .
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Your outfit for tonight.
The doorbell rings as you're applying your makeup. You hear Grayson call out to you,
"Shawn's here Y/N!"
You smile to yourself and finish up. Then check to make sure you look perfect. You snap a pic and post it to Instagram with the caption going out to dinner with an old friend from home ❤️
You go downstairs and Shawn's jaw drops. You smile at him.
"Hey, handsome close your mouth you're catching flies, " I laugh as I say this.
Shawn smiles, "Well gorgeous we need to go or well be late."
He extends his hand to me and i take it. We walk out hand in hand as Ethan and Grayson yell,
"DON'T LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO HER!"
We get into his car and he drives us to a really nice fancy restaurant in Toronto.
A/n ahhh! Should I continue their night? Or start a new imagine? Also, requests are open! Just go to the request page!
