The Carson Chronicles-A First for Everything

Chapter 2

'Did he just see that? There is no way this could be happening if Cammy tells someone what he saw I am dead.' Carson thought, as he was trying to listen to Mr. Davies, but couldn't help but to panic. He couldn't believe that a guy that he had just met less that a week has already made him feel extremely embarrassed then ever in his entire life! Carson continued to ponder on What he was going to do and what if I never saw him looking at Asher's Instagram and if he was just overreacting.

After what seemed like several hours, the bell rang and he tried to leave as fast as possible, but he got stopped by our teacher shouting,

"Are you going to wait for Cameron, remember he is new!"

Carson mumbled, "son of a bitch, I am going to be with him all day, with the idea that he thinks I am gay"

He nodded in response and I followed him out of the classroom. I was going on and on about how cool Mr. Davies was. Carson kept on walking and suddenly, he could no longer hear what I was saying. That's when he looked to his side and realized I was gone! He turned around and noticed I was standing still in the hallway looking at him extremely confused. Carson grabbed me by the arm and pulled me to the side

"What the hell is wrong with you!" I said.

"I'm fine!" He said.

Carson could not help but look at me dead in the face. After he thought about it he started to realize that I was cute.

"Are you sure, because all you did was sit and face the wall at the front of the classroom then you ran away and now, you're not even listening to me..."

"I am listening to you" He said.

I was trying to guess what he was saying.

"Please tell me what is wrong!"

Carson seamed to of frozen while he was standing infront of me contemplating telling me or not.

"I can't"

"Please, if it's me I can go." I said, looking at him with a puzzled look.

"No-o-o-o! it's not that I don't like you, but you are part of the problem." He admitted to me without even thinking about how bad that sounds to a new person.

"if this is about me seeing your phone, Jus- just know..."

He ,Carson stood there in silence watching me, a little British boy, try to get his words out, but I looked even more scared then he did at this moment.

"Just know, me too"

I said it and he pulled me back into the crowded hall. At this moment, my mind was racing, he had left me with more questions than before!

The rest of the day flew past with the events of this morning still fresh in his mind. Carson led me about the school, but we did not speak very much. We were both a bit shocked at what had unfolded this morning. In the meantime, the end of the day had finally come, of the thoughts that were rushing through his head. All Carson wanted to do was to just get home and lie down on his bed for a while. We went outside, and his mom was sitting in the car as he got in, she blurted out...

"Hey, Cammy! you want to come over for a while?"

"Thanks, Mrs. Lueders, that would be great," I said, while getting in the car, he couldn't believe this was happening and thought 'Why, oh, why'. He thought that maybe I could answer one or two of the million questions he had about my little "Me Too" movement I had going on. Carson was not sure if the 'me too', was me agreeing never to talk about it again or was I coming out to him?