bruised (an ezria fanfic) {student/teacher}

chapter 1

picture of Jake on the side :)

hope you like the story, i know i'm not that good of a writer but i really want to write a story like that so here ya go

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Arms grabbed my waist and pulled me closer until our faces were only inches apart.

"i love you" he said smashing his lips onto mine not giving me anytime to answer. Suffocation.

Wrapping my legs around his waist, he placed a hand on my ass in order to support me as he walked us towards the bed still kissing me. He gently laid me down, moving his lips down my neck causing me to let out a soft moan as he tactically started unzipping my dress but i pushed his hands off me before things got too heated.

"I can't do this Jake i'm not ready" I admitted feeling like a virgin on her wedding night

"What do you mean you can't do it?" he said violently causing me to flinch

"'I'm not ready" i said afraid of what he might do next, murder me perhaps

Jake has a really short temper and whenever i do something he didn't like he would beat me up for it. You know your average relationship goals.

"baby i love you but we've been waiting for a long time now don't you think it's time" his voice came out weak, almost pleading

"i...i don't know" i said unsure if that's what I really wanted

I really loved Jake but i don't think i was ready to be with him in that way yet.

"do you trust me?" he asked gently, his caramel eyes turning soft as he looked into mine

"yes" i answered honestly, i trusted Jake with my life

"do you love me?" he asked again giving me the same pleading eyes he always has when put in this situation

Is this what I really want? Not like I haven't done it before... What will he think of me? Is it small? Does he know what he's doing?

All these questions kept spiraling in my head making it harder to breath, but it all came to a stop when I looked into his loving caramel eyes.

"yes" I finally answered after having giving it some thought

"If you do love me, do it for us" he said with pleading eyes

All i did was nod as one thing led to another and I found myself under the sheets, limbs intertwined with the man I thought I loved.

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The sound of my phone buzzing woke me up from my rather peaceful sleep causing me to curse and get out of bed to go get my phone. As soon as i saw who the Prince Charming that woke me up from my slumber was, a huge smile spread across my face.

'hey beautiful :)'

it was Jake

'hey handsome ;)'

Jake and I have been dating for 6 months now, and the hardest thing about leaving Iceland was probably leaving him behind. We decided on staying together and working through the distance, seeing where it would eventually lead us.

My mother, my father, and younger brother, mike, and I moved to rosewood around a week ago, it feels good to be back, a little strange, but overall it was better than expected. I caught up with my best friends in addition to meeting their new boyfriends and I must admit the've changed a-lot over the one year I was gone. To be fair so have I.

A knock on the door interrupted my train of thought, startling me as Mike's head poped through the door.

"Hey idiot, what's up?" i said sitting on my bed gesturing for him to come sit next to me

"Hey asshole" he said sitting on the bed "can i ask for a huge favor?"

"depends..." i raised an eyebrow a little suspicious knowing Mike and his 'favors' which always ended getting both of us in trouble

"can you drive me to the brew" he asked and I frowned for a second not expecting such a simple favor, I was leaning towards vandalism and whatnot.

i glanced at my digital clock on my nightstand and realized it was already 12:30, good day to commit crime.

"yeah sure just let me get dressed" i said heading towards the bathroom, in an attempt to look as humanly presentable. By the time i was done it was already 12:53

I slowly walked downstairs to find Mike lazily lounging on the couch.

"Ready?" I mumbled grabbing a frozen pancake from the fridge

"Dumb question if you to ask, I've been waiting here for the past decade" he sarcastically shot back rolling his eyes

"Easy there vamp" I chuckled smacking him across the head as we made our way to my car in silence.

I started the car, causing the deafening sound of music to blast all throughout the speakers startling us both in the process sending us into a fit of laughter. Easy there tiger, not the same person I was the other night. I played "Chop Suey" by System of a Down leading to a full on jam session the whole way.

We reached the brew I really needed some coffee in my system to function like a normal being, as we walked in and Mike went to meet up with his friends and I went to get the good stuff .

"what can i get y......." The cheery familiar voice said cutting his sentence short as soon as we locked eyes

My schizophrenia must be kicking in because no way in hell could that be him.