As you guys know, I have been working on the ⭐end all⭐ smut chapter here, but I would like to first talk about his new video. Before I start, yes there are spoilers to the new vid so be careful.
Let's start with something basic... I am so proud of him. Everything he has gone through, witnessed, and overcame makes me feel so proud. I seriously love this man.
On that note, this video made me cry and least 10 times. The first time was at about 19:30 when he talked about attempting suicide. That hit me like a freight train. I have been watching Dan and Phil since I was eight years old. They have been everything to me for as long as I can remember. Dan especially has always been the one I could relate to most. When he said that he almost ended his own life, I had to pause the video and take a 20 minute break. I can't imagine my life without Dan and I don't even know him personally. The fact that people put him through that much shit really pisses me off.
On a lighter topic (kinda), I'm still confused on the relationship status between him and Phil. I think that's how Dan wants it to be. I have no clue as to what that video implied on that part, but I have no intention on finding out. I suggest you guys to do the same. It's not our business.
That being said, I'm not sure how long the update you guys are waiting for is going to take. I'm probably going to take a break from writing this stuff for a lil while. Something about the video really hit me. I will let you guys know what it is if I ever find out.
Please respect the boys through this whole thing. I love you all!
-Rorie
