the complicated love interest

Chapter 12

one of the harder parts to tell...
     i went to school, not expecting anything. we got a bit distant. i don't blame you now, i understand why you did it. there was something off about today...
     february 26th, yep we knew each other for a whole month now.
     i wasnt thinking about anyone or anything. i skipped advisory again, to talk to you a bit. and thinking about it now, i should've never started to skip advisory. that's what led to the disaster...
     advisory. i'm in the cafeteria talking to you, until you have to leave, which was never fun, by the way. but i had friends in 1st lunch so it was okay.
     i hung out with angel because of how close we got after the whole former best friend thing. i hung out with him a whole week until i noticed that he was flirting. me just being adorabl...y sick i ask for his jacket. he only gave it to me because he was hot (temperature wise don't come at me).
     i have 4th period with his cousin, landon. landon decides to text angel, "gaby likes you". and i just kept telling angel to not believe him. i didnt like him like that.
     that's when i had a mental breakdown. why would he do that ? my chances with you were practically gone. i did like you a lot, i couldn't compare it to anything because i thought you were the one.
     i hate myself for doing that to you. and ive already apologized too many times.