the complicated love interest

Chapter 17

i came to my senses again.
     i like to be very detailed so i guess i can't leave this person out.
     i was dating trevor leonard at the time. i distanced myself from him. for a day. for no reason. at least that's what i thought.
      it wasn't until after school when i met up with him, that the reason i distanced myself was because of you.
     i talked to trevor about it. i opened up. and it wasn't until i started crying like a little baby that i knew what was missing.
     you.
     you were the missing piece of my puzzle. i wanted to get things back to normal again. and that's what i did. i went back to you again. got things back to normal. and i learned this time. i wasn't so much annoying to you anymore. i did distance myself but not that much. i still talked to you a lot.
     it was those thing i knew i could fix -_-
     i was not about to give up on our friendship that quickly. i have fought time and time again. because at the end of the day, i was there for you. you were there for me. i listened. and you listened. sure, the memories might haunt me every so often, but that don't mean shit ! we have been through thick and thin together and there is no way in hell that i'm letting you go that quickly.
       yea, you can be annoying as fuck. but i enjoy your company. i shall keep my head up for you. and it's time.
      i wrote this whole TRUE short story, to help me with moving on. and now that i wrote down everything that i thought. and felt and saw. i can move on. you told me it happened for a reason. no reversing it. and you're right. it did happen for a reason.
      and now i hope that you still remember the inside jokes we have, and nicknames. this. this, us now, is all i want. i want a strong and healthy friendship. with all the memories good or bad. it doesn't matter.
     i just really hope you read this last one because if not then that would be embarrassing :0
             

     thank you, for reading this about my complicated love interest. which doesn't seem too complicated when i write it down. but going through it all. it was a crazy roller coaster ride, that had a love triangle for like 3 days. peace bitches <3
                                             -gaby rojas :)