Little Dreams

Dream

It was my ex- boyfriend's prom night.

Everyone was inside while I stood outside with my brother. I was in this pretty short tight purple dress. The straps crossed on my chest and wrapped around my neck. I don't have the body for this dress but I felt pretty.

All of a sudden all the boys started to get on the school bus laughing and joking around with one another.

Then I saw him. I saw Anthony.

He came up to us and hugged me. I knew it was a dream because he doesn't even talk to me. I don't blame him I was a terrible person.

It changed and then we were in my house. He was sitting on my couch waiting for me. I wanted to tell him to leave but I couldn't.

"This time I'll be around I promise." I wasn't sure what he was talking about until I looked down. 

I started crying not knowing what else to do. I couldn't go through this again with him. I don't think I could.

I was pregnant again.

I couldn't give up another baby. It would break me all over again.