her last night.

her first time.

Laying in her bathtub, the water turning cold. She pushes herself under the water and holds her breathe and opens her eyes. She looks up. She trys to hold herself there for as long as possible, "drowing is a lot more difficult than i thought" was the words she spoke in her mind. She decided it was taking to long so she let her head float up to the surface of the water and gasped as she took her first breath. "I need something else". Using her foot to hit the lever for the drain in the bathtub she sat and watched the water level sink lower and lower around her and create little water tornados and gurgle every once in a while. Sitting there naked and cold she pulled her knees to her chest and sat and stared at the faucet, not thinking about anything in particular, then she got up and stepped out of the tub. "Tweezers... where did she put the tweezers?..." not bothering to wrap a towel around herself she started to open all the vanity draws looking for the tweezers. At last she found them, on the floor pushed under the vanity, she grabbed her razor from the ledge of the bathtub and proceeded to pull each and every one of the thin razors from its plastic housing. "Finally did something right" she took one of the cleanest razors from the group of 5 and sat on the floor with her back on the door. "Not to deep" Crosing her legs and holding her left arm in her lap, she bent her head over and pushed the tip of the razor on the fat part of her wrist, she dragged slowly and pushed hard. Sighing with relief she reached the other side of her wrist and dropped the razor on the floor and hit it with her right hand under the vanity. "Breathe." She leaned her head back against the bathroom door and closed her eyes and took a deep breathe. "I finally did it. "