A few weeks had past since I've told the boys and it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.. but it wasn't an easy task for me trying to make myself fit in still when I knew deep down I wasn't happy. I mean it's not that I wasn't happy it's that I was missing my family more than I ever have before.
As hard as it was telling the boys I always knew it was going to be even harder when we had to tell our fans.. the day had come and we posted a video
and I uploaded an Instagram post..it was horrible for me knowing I had broken the hearts of a millions girls. But I had some really positive responses on my Instagram post.
@roadie-300 -upset, but I know you would made the right decision. I respect whatever you chose to do and I will always love you😭❤️
Which was surprising because if I was a roadie I would want to punch myself in the face..