Little Baby Boy | [Yoonkook] One-shots

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𝓟𝓻𝓸𝔁𝔂𝓼𝓶 (𝓷): 𝓪 𝓼𝓾𝓭𝓭𝓮𝓷 𝓸𝓾𝓽𝓫𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷

Soulmates: where two souls are tied together so intimately that they can feel each other's emotions if they are strong enough, a small form of emotional manipulation can occur. When two souls meet they feel proxysm. 

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Soulmates. Everyone had their own. Jeongguk hasn't met someone who didn't have one was a better way of putting it, no one could be really sure. He's friends with people who have already met theirs and like the curious person that he was, his favorite question to ask was. 

What did it feel like?

Because as much as the world would like you to believe them when they said that it was nothing but euphoric and soul-warming, Jeongguk knew that it wasn't always the way things went, couples go through struggles—even if they are soulmates.

There are times where Jeonggk's soulmates' emotions get to be too much that the young man will find himself purging the emotions in the form of tears, it was a horrible mixture of anxiety, disappointment, and just emptiness. It was so terrifyingly overwhelming that Jeongguk felt the need to just hide away in a hole and never be found. Over time things have gotten better, the emptiness was gone, though sometimes it came back, for a little while but not as long as it had been once upon a time.

Jeongguk had always felt sudden outbursts of anxiety, he knew they weren't his because they almost felt like an echo, not as persistent and bold, true to himself. Reverberating against his ribs and making him hum like a gong after being hit. The older he's gotten he's realized that the pangs of mixed-up emotions of distress and emptiness were breakdowns. It made his heart break at the thought of his soulmate going through so much. Out loud he wished they weren't alone in all of it.

He always tried to be as easy going and calm about things, hoping that it brought some type of comfort to his soulmate when he did so. Jeongguk had found out that when his soulmate relaxed—truly relaxed a sense of childlike joy flooded his veins. It felt so warm and happy as if the other person was truly free. In those situations, he learned to send a flurry of what Jeongguk thought, hoped really, was pride, he learned that his soulmate liked people feeling prideful of him. Even when he wasn't relaxed and felt accomplished Jeongguk still sent him his pride. Making it as warm and soft as he possibly could.

It was always rewarded by the fluttering feeling of shyness and playful distaste. Of happiness.

There was nothing new about the fact that soulmates did that—exchanged feelings. It took trust and openness, so they only did it when they were free of anything and had time to focus on feeling, for best results it's people recommended that it be sometimes before bed. At least that was what people online said.

Jeongguk knew that when he met his soulmate they weren't just going to completely fall in love, sure they were soulmates. But they didn't know each other.

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"Come on Gukkie!" Jimin was bouncing in front of Jeongguk who was lazing on the couch, "we really want you to meet our hyung! And you can't do that if you just keep laying around here."

Jeongguk groaned as he rolled off and up from the couch. "My soulmate's been feeling really anxious, it's been affecting me a little... sorry." It wasn't like Jimin didn't know what it felt like, but usually, Taehyung and he would talk stuff out. Jeongguk couldn't do that.

"Maybe going out would make you feel a little bit better?— look, at least try to go? We'll make sure you have tons of fun for both you and your soulmate?!" Jeongguk sighed, he guesses it was worth a shot, plus, he really couldn't say no to Jimin