lost (boyf riends)

the date

Michael

Me and jeremy are playing aotd untill we finally give up in frusteration

"I don't understand how level nine is so hard" jeremy says crossing his arms

How can someone be so cute

"Me too I don't understand how anyone can beat it the last level is 20 imagine how hard 20 is"

"Oh my God true thats crazy"

He looks at his phone

"My date is at 7"

I can hear my heart crack slightly

"Oh what time is it" i say with a fake smile

"Its six thirty i have to get ready I'm sorry micha"

"No no no it's fine bye jarebear!" I say leaving his room

"Bye!"

As soon as I leave his house I let the tears flow

Oh my god im so pathetic crying over a crush im being so selfish hes going a date with the girl of his dreams

They deserve eachother and im just heere to ruin the mood with my depressing bullshit

I park in my garage a run inside i tripped over a beer bottle accidentally breaking it

The shards go everywhere I just get up and stare at the mess I know no one will clean it up and no one will care

This house is a mess dishes are pilled up there's beer bottles everywhere the trash can over flowed with fast food wrappers

My parents are always eating fast food unstead of going to buy groceries

I don't eat ive been on a slushie diet for who knows i mean I can still move theres a reason why i never let Jeremy come over

1. The house is a mess

2. If jeremy would happen to see my dads actions he would think I'm a helpless loser

3. I don't even bother hiding my razor if he had to use the bathroom he would most likely see it

I go to the basement and just plop onto my bed and cry I feel so lost

Jeremy

Me and Christine are at pinkberry and the date couldn't be going any better

We throw away our cups and when we get in her car i speak up

"Christine uh will will you uh be my g-g-girlfriend"

"Aw! Jeremy of course"

~time skip~

I video call Michael i can't wait to tell him about this!

"Hey jarebear"

"Hey micha"

"I can't wait to tell you what happened! Can you come over!?"

"Yeah of cours-"

"MICHAEL GET THE FUCK OVER HEERE NOW" i hear a male voice

His face flashes in fear

"Uh i have have t-to go"

"Michael whats going on"

"Nothing i promise i can come over later"

"Michael im going over there" i say running out of the door

"No! Don't please!"

"Michael your my best friend I care deeply for you and i need to know whats going on"