break down

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Michael

Jeremy is on a date with Christine again he told me they are dating now and i just acted happy for him

I feel so rude for thinking this way I should be a good friend being happy for him

But no i can't simply do that im the worst friend that anyone could have I put my controller down in frustration

I just let the tears flow and i hug my knees

Please come home soon jare bear

Jeremy

With michaels permission I explained whats happening to michael and if she wants to come over michael will be there too

She said she was ok with it and she had no right to be mad about it she felt bad for him

"Want to come to my house next Saturday?" Christine asked me

"Yeah of course bye Chris!"

"Bye jare!"

I walk into my house smiling but as soon I walk up the stairs I can feel my world crumble by the sound i hear

I knock on the door

"Michael baby can i come in?" I didn't mean to call him that but i don't even care

"Yea.... Yeah"

I walk in and i see Michael on the Bean bag hugging his knees I run over and hug him

"Why are you crying honey?"

"I-I feel feel so-" he suddenly breaks down sobbing

I rub circles on his back trying to calm him down

"You feel so what?" I ask

"S-selfish"

"Why do you feel selfish darling?"

"B-b-because you have to to de-deal with me I-I'm hiding in your your house and if youe hap-hap-py I ruin the mood"

"Its Ok micha I enjoy your company you don't bother me at all do want to order chinease and play video games like before the whole incident"

He nods and i go over to order the food

Michael

I start up Mario cart and wait for Jeremy to come im honestly terrified I don't know if i will be able to eat it

Jeremy comes over and sits in the bean bag beside me

"Ready to go down" he says smirking

Adorable

"Your on!"

~time skip~

Jeremy comes back with the Chinese i grab my small box of noodles and a fork

I dig around and just play with my food

"Michael..."

I look over and immediately feel guilty

I swirl my fork around and just eat the noodles I start gagging and Jeremy panics and hands me water

I chug the water down

"Sorry jare"

"Its Ok I'm just glad that your trying"

~time skip~

I finish the noodles after a lot of trying I look over at the time and its 2 am

God im tired

Jeremy

I was about to ask michael if he wanted to play a other round but I see that he fell asleep

I pick him up bridal style and place him in my bed i climb in beside him he snuggles up to me i smile and wrap my arms around his waist

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Thanks for reading next chapter will be more fluffy i just love angst 😅
Sincerely me with a coma after sincerely😁💄🐾

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