Everything I Didn't Say

Do You?

I'm insecure, there's no doubt.
I call myself a coward,
I'm used to running away.
Unsure, I've always been,
even of the things I already know.
The world could eat me alive,
but I have my ways around.

A weird complexity I carry,
one that can't be explained.
I always hoped for someone who could read me,
understand without a word.
Cause showing my feelings is doom,
talking is my weakness,
and facing seriousness is my perdition.

I cannot utter three simple words,
but I want you to know I do.
I cannot tell you how I feel,
but I wish you understood.

I may not tell you what I want,
but you should know
you make me happy,
whatever it is that we do.

I'm ways worried about you leaving,
Sometimes I don't know if you're really distant,
Or I'm just getting ideas.
I wish I could read your mind
And know if you still feel so strongly about me,
Cause once you said you loved me,
And now you don't anymore.
Is it because you want me to say it first?
Or because you simply don't feel it in you anymore?
Have you lost interest?
Or am I still in your heart as I wish?

I was gonna run away not long ago,
Scared of these feelings,
But I stayed and took the risk.
Cause I knew you'd be worth it,
I knew you'd care enough,
I knew you'd love me.
What happened now?
Do you still do?