Look at me... | | Namjoon ff

Chapter 2

[ YOUR P.O.V. ]

I blankly stare at the window next to me. Nobody sat next to me, but I was fine with it. Who would want to sit next to a fat girl like me anyways..?, I thought to myself.

I feel a small vibration on my arm. Must be my phone.. I take out my phone and observe the messages shown on the screen. It was KN. I didn't know whether I should respond or not. He was probably trying to make me watch those stupid cat videos that he sent earlier. I slip my phone back into my backpack and ignore the constant vibrations coming from my phone. I smile.

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[ SCHOOL ]

"What a loser."

"No wonder she's been single her whole life, she's so fat."

"Look at her thighs!"

The girls laughed hauntingly, walking away. Great another bad day.. They make me so irritated! I shoved my backpack into my locker and waited for the first bell to ring. I don't like observing the people around me, but for the first time, I looked around.

Nothing out of the ordinary, but then I saw the same guy at the bus stop. Surprisingly, he was at his locker alone. It surprised me because he's usually with all his friends. He seemed to be looking at his phone, frowning. I wonder what's that about. Suddenly, he looks up and our eyes meet. He starts walking this way, and I start to panic. He stops in front me and opens his mouth but doesn't say anything. he stares at me but stops after the bell. After that he went to his class. That was so weird... Why did he just stand in front of me? I shake my head and head to class.

I carefully sit down in my seat, afraid I would break the seat, even if I'm not the heaviest kid In school. It was like any normal class with the same boring lessons. Math. The teacher, Mr. Kang gave us time to work on to tonight's homework. Yesterday, I had detention for having four tardies in this class, which makes me believe that Mr. Kang doesn't like me.

"Can anyone answer these two problems on the board for me?" Mr. Kang's voice rung monotonously.

I slide down on my chair hoping Mr. Kang wouldn't pick on me. If I had to go up there, everyone would see how fat I am and the thought of it makes me get butterflies in my stomach. Please don't say Mina. Please don't say Mina

"Mina, would you please answer these equations?" Mr. Kang asked, pointing the black marker, towards me. My heart sank. Shit. I felt all eyes at me. I get up and slowly walk towards Mr. Kang. Did he seriously have to pick me out of all of my peers? Was it because of the detention yesterday? I take the marker out of his hand and grip on it. I look at my peers, they're eyes following my every move. I quickly answer the equations, not caring if I got the answers correct. I handed the marker back to Mr. Kang and sat back down. I do not dare look around, so I doodle something on my notebook.

Thankfully, Mr. Kang announced that the answers I wrote down were correct, so the class continues on. The second bell rang shortly after and everyone rushed to their next class. I groan. Gym class.

I rush to the girls locker room. The smell of deodorant and perfume hits my face. I brush it off and quickly open my locker to get my uniform. I look at all the girls, comfortably taking off their shirts and pants around others, showing off their beautiful bodies. Can't relate. I go inside the bathroom stall and change in there.

School was finally over, plus, it was a Friday. I sigh in relief. Two days of nothing and not worrying about school. eating popcorn while watching dramas. I smile at the thought. I take out my phone and look through KNS messages.

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[ 2:05 ]

KN: helllllooo? Peaannnutttt :(((

KN: aNSWER MEEEEEE

KN: I'm so bored without youuuuuuu

KN: PEAAAAAANUTTTTT

KN: fine, I won't respond to you anymore.

KN: I WAS JUST KIDDDING!! Please ANSWER mE

KN: you make me rlly mad.

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I giggle at all the messages KN sent. he was so annoying but it was so cute. I was about to respond to him when I accidentally bump into someone. I look up to see a male figure It was the boy from this morning again.

"Watch it! Can't you see I'm trying to get to my locker?" the boy said looking back at his phone, pissed.

"O-Oh, mianhae" I apologize. thats weird.. He's usually in a good mood or he's always laughing. This morning he was even kind enough to let me cut him in line. I sigh and look back to KNs messages and respond back.

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[ 2:15 ]

Me: Sorry...

KN: you scared me Mina! Don't ever leave me like that again. you almost made me cry.

Me: when did you ever care so much about me? ;v

Me: since when do boys cry.

KN: ㅋㅋㅋㅋ I was kidding about the crying part

Me: yeah right.

KN: anything interesting that happened today at school?

[ You take a minute to process the whole day. ]

Me: there's this guy-

KN: YOUR DATING SOMEONE?

Me: NO-

KN: tHEN WHy did yoU sAy THERE WAS thIs gUY?!

Me: AisH KN you got it all wronnGG! It was just that this guy kept showing up During the day. At first he seemed nice but he got weirder towards the end of the day...

KN: oh.

Me: Hbu?

KN: ...

Me: ?

Kn: nothing,, other than wondering why you wouldn't answer me :(

Me: you're still pondering over that? forget about it

KN: I will if you give me a kiss :3

Me: BYe-

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I will if you give me a kiss. If only a guy would actually tell me that in person. if only...