I dont even frickin know.....

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A.N. hey guys I'm just gonna kinda put whatever comes to my mind and sounds good.....

I'm on way back home from my band competition!!!!! we got 2nd!!!!!

First was Rolla so if anyone from Rolla is reading this then GOOD JOB!!!! Even of you arnt in band!!!!

Well..... TO REPUBLIC!!!!! Only.... FIVE HOURS TO GO!!!!!!!

Oh yeah..... HERE'S YO STORY!!!!!

Madis P.O.V.

I sat in the Host Club room waiting for Haruhi to came back with the 'commenters coffee' or that's what the host club calls it and the rest of the club to come and I fell asleep on the couch.

I woke to see a the Host Club staring wide-eyed at a short-haired chick that was holding Haruhi in a really awkward position when two other girls in the same outfit as the other chick pulled me up and looked deep into my eyes.

"Bara! we have found another madien in destress!!" One with short, dirty blond hair exclaimed as they dragged me over, their auras to peppy for me.

"I ain't a chick.... I'm a dude...." I said bluntly as I pulled out of their grasp and walked back to the luxury of the couch to sleep but they pulled me back right when I had reached the couch.

"Nonsense!!" the other replied, "your eyes are to wide to be one of those blubbering idiots madien!!" she then stroked my short hair while mumbling, "but you do look a little like those idiot twins...."

"Hey those are my partners in pranking! not idiots!" I defended them and they smirked, I would have to admit though.... they do act like idiots sometimes........

The trio of girls then told us to join their school for girls then did something that looked like what the twins do all the time and I pointed at them.

"GAYYYYYY!!!" I shouted, earning giggles from the twins, "or should I say..... LEZBOOOOOO~!!!!!!" I then sang, making the twins burst into laughter and roll on the floor. (ROFL :3)

Haruhi then went into the object of telling them not to judge the host club, only to be shot down all the time by each of the members itself.

"Well look Haruhi, Madi. Haruhi's mechanical pencil were sold for 3000 yen while Madis teddy-bear was sold for 1 million." Kyoya said.

I froze and turned twords Kyoya, "y- you s- s- sold Mr.Woofless....?" I said, tears welling in my eyes.

Why would he do that! All except for sweets it's the only thing that reminds me of mum and dad.....

"YOU FUKIN BASTARD!!!!" I yelled at Kyoya, tears streaming down my eyes in the first time I had ever cried in front of people for a long time, "I KNOW THE PENCIL ISN'T THAT MUCH BUT MR.WOOFLESS WAS EVERYTHING TO ME!! IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT REMINDS ME OF THEM!!!! I- I- I HATE YOU ALL!!!!!" I yelled, trembling, running of the room and aimlessly through the halls till I found a door that led to a small garden with Sakura trees in it. I climbed up into one and bawled as the flashback came back, fresh into my mind like it was yesterday.

FLASHBACK START

I sat in the living room, eating chips, watching tv, and waiting for my parents to come home from dads basketball game. I had called my mum earlier and told her to get me more chips cuz we were almost out.

I flipped on the news and saw that there was a major crash just bout a block from my house. the first two cars were not that damaged, but the third was practically demolished but a small object in the background caught my attention. a teddy-bear.

My mum had that teddy bear scince she was three and took it EVERYWHERE with her. It finally came to me.

That car was my parents Volkswagen.

I grabbed my skateboard and tried to get to the wreck as quick as I could.

I dodged the firemen and the policemen as I grabbed the teddy and made a mad dash for the car.

When I got to the edge of the car I peeked in the halfway torn off door and almost barfed.

My dad was impaled in the chest, arm, and head with millions shatters of glass, the blood still gushing out.

My mum was hanging limply, her head lolling (not loling) limply, like her neck was snapped or something while hanging onto her phone with a death grip.

I saw that the phones glow was still on. I slipped the phone outta her hand and looked at it. she had been currently texting me.

'Hey baby were almost home!

Love you,

Mum'

FLASHBACK TIMESKIP

"It's all your fault!!!" my aunt said, slapping me.

"It's your fault that your parents are dead and it's your fault for everything else too!! you should never have been born!!! you mess everyone's life up you screw up!!!!" my uncle yelled, punching me in the gut and torturing till they were tired then threw me in my room and locked the door from the outside.

I lay on the 'bed' also known as a deflated blow up bed and cried.

'All my fault.... all my fault.... all my fault....' The hatred and mean comments rang in my head. my self consiousness started to believe.

SMACK!

I looked at my shaking hand in shock.

'I- I just slapped myself...' I thought.

FLASHBACK END

The tears started to fall again like two teeny waterfalls down my face and stifled sobs came out cuz I didn't want anyone to find me, but slowly the stifled sobs started breaking out, being a bit louder each time.
Hikaru's P.O.V.
"I- I- I HATE YOU ALL!!!" Madi yelled, running out of the room with tears in her eyes.
Kaoru turned to me, his eyes downcast and said, "I knew we shouldn't have taken the bear...."
I nodded in agreement and the Lobelia girls started to talk to Haruhi but I was already out the doors, running after Madi. I heard Kaoru run after me and yell my name but I simply ignored it, pushing myself on in the direction I thought she ran in.
I ran by a window that was cracked open and heard muffled, girlish sobs and I skid to a stop on the floor and walked back to the window.
I looked out the window to see a boyish looking girl sitting in a Sakura tree, her head in her knees, sitting in a crook in the tree, and appeared to be sobbing.
"Madi!" I somewhat yelled, still being tired, and ran out to the Sakura tree that she was in.
She looked over at me, shocked, and lost her balance a bit, making her fall.
I saw her slip and ran over, barley being able to catch her in my arms to keep her from crashing to the ground.
Unfortunately for me and Madi, I tripped because of the ground being so uneven, and we roiled down the small hill and ended up with her under me. my leg in between her legs, my arms on either side of her head, our faces inches apart, and our faces as red as a tomato.
We quickly got up and Madi dusted herself off, trying to control the raging blush on her cheeks that looked like mine.
Madi suddenly whispered, "I- I'm sorry....." and started to head towards the club room, looking just like she did on the first day of school.
Miserable.
Scared.
Shy.
LONLEY.
A.N. Hey doods howdya like it?! I thought it was pretty good for me being extremely tired!!!
So I may be updating slower cuz of band thingys!! don't hurt meh!!!
It's just that I have school, band, youth group, and IDK WAT 2 WRITE!!!!!
I keep askin you guys wat I should write but I get no suggestions....
Madi feelz lonley.... :(
PLZ help meh!!!
<3 Da Madikinz

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