Dear Diary,
June 15, 2019
Today was another rough day. This place is getting worse. I try to help everyone but whenever i ask for it i never get it. it never bothered me before but today it really go to me. I hate my job and i hate almost everyone i work with. when will i be able to find the help i need. nobody will listen to me.
My mom and i got into a fight today. it was over something stupid and she wasnt even being rude about it. she just asked me to take out the trash before going to work. i asked her why nobody else could do it but she didnt say anything so i ended up escalating it until it was a fight. i ended up walking out of the house calling her mean names. i regret that so much. i am not currently waiting for her to come home so i can apologize.
my boyfriend and i got into a fight at work as well. i asked him to not bring alice home because she crushes on him hard but he told me i was being a child. i told him i dont trust her but he laughed in my face. he never listenes to me. typical. he and i are not good together so i broke up with him. i bet right now hes fucking alice. would not surprise me. im just glad he and i are done.
like i said today was a rough day
i hope this ends
i really hope it gets better
