Despair and love

Who am i?

(Most of these are going to be king being with Diane when she found him)
~So kings point~
It's been a few days since Diane found me I have no idea who I am or where I came from. It's all just foggy but my heart hurts it's like something grabbed it out of my chest and smashed it. It makes me feel like I lost things or someone I cared for but at the moment I didn't know what it was. Diane and I where eating at the moment in joining our selfs "so you still don't remember anything?" I thought about it "well I believe that I found out what my name might be" I said shyly as the girl in front of me's face lighten up. "Really what is it?!" She asked excitedly "I think it's harlequin" she nodded taking a bit "how did you find out?" She asked as she took another bit as so did I. "I had a dreams a foggy dream but I could hear a girls voice calling out my name it would change its tone like it was going through different events at first it was a scared tone when it was a happy and sweet voice then it turned in to a distressed tone then it sounded like crying..." Diane looked down at her food not knowing what to say.
It's been weeks and I still didn't know things. diane was really nice and I think I might have a crush on her we meet a nice human that helped us out when she got sick. That men had a son and that son had a son who we also meet I feel like humans are nice but I have a gut feeling that humans did something bad to someone I loved? I'm not sure. It's currently night time, me and Diane are sleep.
~Inside dream~
I was laying on a mushroom just looking up at the sky when I heard humming not looking for the person who was humming I continued to look up. The humming got louder until it was right next to me. I turned my head over to see a girl. She was beautiful, her long brown hair blow in the wind, as her pink eyes sparkled in the sunlight, as she wore a black and red dress. (like she always wears) her eyes slowly landed on mine, she smiled a blight and gorgeous smile one that could brighten a night sky. She got off the mushroom that she was sitting on and hugged me, it was warm and loving, I slowly closed my eyes. Crying soon hitting my ear as my eyes opened Seeing the setting had changed it was dark. I felt a tear fall down my cheek 'I'm crying?' My mind soon landed on that I'm still holding the girl I pushed her a little so I could look at her. Her face was puffy and red from crying there was blood all over her and me. I shot up feeling sweat and tears going down my face, I got up and flow by Diane slowly so I wouldn't wake her up. Going out side I sat on a rock thinking and looking at the stars I had finally figured out who I was and what I had lost "I lost everything and everyone, Thorn I'm sorry."