𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 • 𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒋𝒊𝒏

#8

(Namjoons POV)
We finished my hair and might I say, it turned out really good. I liked it so I hope Jin does too.  After my shower Yoongi wanted to dye his hair as well. He was tired of mint, he said he'd go back to his original color for a while.

YG: I bought black hair dye for myself so would you mind?

NJ: No, just don't make a mess. This bathroom costs more than your 2 Lamborghini's combined.

YG: Yea Yea. So did you pick out an outfit and place to eat?

NJ: Not yet...I'd like a second party opinion. So I'll go read until you're done.

YG: Sounds good.

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After he finished the shower, he came out in nothing but a towel and slippers. He sat down next to me in bed and grabbed his laptop from his brief case.

YG: Alrighty. Let's see what places are available.

NJ: Thank you Yoongi. This really means a lot. Also, your hair looks amazing.

YG: Aish! Don't get all sentimental on me egg head.

NJ: I take it back. Ugly.

YG: What about this place? Jeonbuk Cafe. It's relatively small and the atmosphere is very aesthetic.

NJ: I like it. But it says it's private...

YG: That just means it's in a private location away from the city. It looks like it's located more near the woods.

NJ: Perfect! Jin would love it. I'll call right now.

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I called the cafe and ordered a reservation. I didn't think it would be that expensive but it was. After the call, we decided on what I should wear. I tried on many things but Yoongi told me that "it didn't match my hair". I asked him what look I should go for and he told me a expensive librarian. I laughed. I dug through my closet but I didn't see anything that resonated Librarian. He got up from the bed and pushed me aside. He dug through my entire closet and finally pulled out something. I still didn't see what he was talking about but he was quite enthusiastic about it.

YG: Bro I'm telling you, you'll look fire.

NJ: It's mediocre at best. But I trust you since you helped me this far.

YG: Mediocre?! You're calling ME mediocre? That's it- come here you tall freak!

NJ: Ya!

He jumped on me and started to wrestle me. For a small guy, he's really strong. We wrestled for a while and then laughed it off.

YG: I'm staying the night by the way.

NJ: That's fine. I wouldn't mind you staying. You can help mentally prepare me in the morning.

YG: Cool.

NJ: Speaking of dates. You should ask out that kid you keep eyeing up at work.

YG: I- you saw?...

NJ: Duh. Everyone can.

YG: I don't know... He's probably just gonna reject me like everyone else.

NJ: Not true! Don't knock it till you try it. I asked out a guy a week after I almost killed him. Anything can happen.

YG: Hahahaha, Yea I guess I'll ask him. What do I have to lose?

I felt bad for Yoongi. He's a nice guy at heart but he always gets played. Probably why it took him 2 years to open up to me and Hoseok. Hell, I'd date him but it's just that I like him as a friend. Also our interests don't match up that good.

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After a hour of talking and laughing, Yoongi said he was tired and he was gonna head to bed. He left and went in the spare room. I tried to sleep but these butterflies are keeping me awake. Aaaggh I just want it to be tomorrow!

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A few minutes into my sleep and I had to pee. Like really? I just fell asleep! I got up to go to the bathroom and passed the spare room. It was really quite, which is strange because Yoongi snores. I didn't think much of it because I had bathroom on the brain.

After the bathroom break I was walking back and his room was still quite. I put my ear to the door and I heard little noises but I wasn't sure what it was. I knocked. No answer. I knocked again. No answer. I decided to just walk in because I was worried.

When I walked in I saw Yoongi cuddled up in his blankets. I heard him sniffling and whimper. I walked over and sat on the bed. No explanation needed, I know why he was sad and I opened my arms. As we hugged, I felt my t shirt become stained with wet tears. It hurts to see him like this.

NJ: Shhh. It's okay Yoongi. I'm here for you.

YG: I..I'm a l-loser *sniff*

NJ: No you're not Yoongi. You're perfectly perfect.

YG: Yea? S-so why hasn't anyone l-loved me in 6 years?! 6 years Namjoon! I'm a fucking loser that nobody will ever love! I'm pathetic...

NJ: You're not Yoongi! Yoongi I love you and Hoseok loves you too! You're loved.

YG: Really?! Then how about you date me then. If you love me...

NJ:...Yoongi-

YG: See! You're gonna say "I don't feel the same" I'm tired of it Namjoon! I just want to be loved by someone more than a friend...

NJ: I'm sorry I can't give you that..but I'll be there to fill in the holes for as long as it takes. I'll be here for you Yoongi. No matter what.

YG:...Thank you...I'm sorry Namjoon.

NJ: It's absolutely okay to cry Yoongi.

I held him in my arms for a while longer and then called up Monnie to help him feel better. Yoongi snuggled up with Monnie and he automatically passed out due to crying so much.

I went into my room and changed my shirt. I climbed into bed and just let out a big sigh. I've been in his position and trust me. It sucks. But if he keeps looking on the bright side it'll get better. I promised I'll be there for him and I don't intend to break that promise.

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