Break my future

Life after death

It was 2 weeks after my mom and sister were killed ,my father had gotten home just 10 hours after they died ,he didn't take it well at all ....

He still kept smile on his face trying to comfort me though. Even though I knew he was hurt , I didn't know how worse it would get.

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It was the day of the funeral ,I almost didn't go, I don't know how I would be able to see Mom and Kiera dead ,when I already saw Kiera dieing. I remember the  thing all of us used to share like: Are love for music.

My family and I were huge music heads. I remember when Kiera was eating her cereal and I had my earbuds in and I was singing she knows by j.cole really loud.

All of a sudden I see here with milk all over her face laughing

"What's so funny?", I laughed 

"You *giggle*can't sing " she chuckled loudly

My dad and mom started laughing really hard with her and it was the funniest thing ever

*Sigh* but mom and Kiera are gone now sadly and I can't have those times anymore.

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I sit in the front seats of the church as everyone gives there speehes and prayers , while I sit there silent while tears slowly creep down my face .

Alright now it's my turn

"Were do I even start *sniff*....my sister and my mother taken from me almost at the exact same time. They were great people the always encouraged me to follow my dreams of being a music producer.Me and my sister bought a microphone and she would rap into the mic while I would make a beat on the table with a pencil and my hands because we didn't have a computer. My mom and dad would hype us up *sniff* and even were gonna buy us a set up for a little studio before she and my mom died. Are family was not perfect but it was still amazing to have such a strong connection and bond with them.I don't think my heart will ever heal completely and I don't think the memories of holding my sister while she was dieing and seeing my mom dead all at once will ever leave my mind, Since I know they are watching over me right now all I wanna say to them is ,

YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND I WILL FOLLOW MY DREAMS AND GROW IN LIFE FOR YOU GUYS."

I cried a lot that night not knowing what my dad was doing in the room next to me, I walked in there and was horrified to see my dad crying and foaming at the mouth with a bottle of pills I'm his hand.

"DAD?!" I screamed in shock and sadness ,his reply made me even more upset

"There gone *cough, snif* and I can't go on in life without them" ,he said

I had to run over and snatch the pills as he tried to dump the whole bottle in him mouth ,I called Dion and he and his older sister drove me and my dad to the hospital.

I drove as I cried and prayed that I wouldn't lose my dad to💔💔