Chapter 4

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*Listen to Euphoria while reading this chapter*

I wake up the next morning to waves of nausea. As soon as I sit up is when it hit me. I quickly get up and rush into the bathroom. I kneel in front of the toilet and nothing comes up. I slowly sit down on the bathroom floor and take deep breaths.

This could only mean a few things. I am either getting sick or this could mean that I'm pregnant. My pulse quickens at the thought of being pregnant. The thought of it makes me excited and also scared. We just have so much going on right now. I have to keep telling myself that we got this.. Jimin reassured me that we did. I will have to get a test later today.

I stand back up and go back into my bedroom. I get dressed for the day. I walk down the hall to Grace's room and she is already ready for me. I pick her up and set her on the floor. She looks up at me.

"I get ready myself." She tells me. I smile at her.

"You want any help getting your clothes on?" I ask her. She shakes her head.

"No." She replies and turns away from me. She walks over to her dresser. I smile more as I watch her.

"Okay, independent little lady. I will have breakfast ready for you." I say as I leave her room. I go into our kitchen and grab some food out of the fridge. I start cooking it and the smell of it causes the nausea to come back. I place my hand on my stomach and take deep breaths. I do not want to get sick right now.

"Mommy, I'm ready." Grace's little voice says as she walks over to me. I smile down at her and see how she dressed. She put herself in a blue dress and she seems very proud of herself.

"Good job baby girl! Breakfast is done." I tell her. I make our plates and set them down. Grace lifts her arms and I pick her up to put her in the high chair. Grace instantly starts eating her food. I place some in my mouth and I automatically feel like getting sick. Bad idea. I place my chopsticks down and look over at Grace, who is eating happily.

I take sips from my glass of water as I wait for Grace to finish eating. As soon as she is done I let her down and I get us ready to leave. We walk out the door and start our walk to BigHit. Grace walks beside me and she suddenly looks up at me.

"I wanna see my friend Jun." She says. I smile.

"Yeonjun?" I ask her. She nods excitedly.

"Yes! He's my friend." She tells me.

"Would you like him to watch you sometimes?" I ask her. She starts jumping up and down.

"Yessssss!" Grace says loudly. I grin at her as we get to BigHit. We walk inside and she goes ahead. She finds her way to the TXT practice room and she runs inside. I walk in after her and I get to see Yeonjun's reaction as Grace runs up to him. He holds his arms out and catches her. He stands up and spins her around a little bit. Honestly I could watch them interact all day.

"Morning boys." I greet them. They all smile.

"Morning Tabby." Soobin says.

"Are you guys ready to show me what you have?" I ask them all. They all start to get excited.

"Yes we are!" Taehyun replies.

"You can start when you're ready." I tell them. Yeonjun sets Grace on the floor and she walks over to me. All the boys go to the middle of the room and music starts playing.

I watch as the boys dance and sing to the song and I'm very impressed with them. They are very very good and I find myself smiling as I watch them. I happen to look down and Grace is dancing along with them. Oh I really do love this.

As the boys are showing me what they have, Yoongi walks into the room. He smiles at me and comes over to hug me.

"How are you doing?" He asks me. I smile.

"I'm good." I say and he searches my face.

"You sure? You look pale today." He observes, sounding concerned.

"I can't keep anything down. When I leave here I'm going to check something." I tell him without trying to give away what I think is wrong.

"Oh.. Would you like me to take Grace?" He asks me. I smile softly at Yoongi.

"It's okay. I will take her with me." I say. Yoongi nods and smiles.

"I will see you later." He says. He kisses my cheek before leaving.

The TXT boys show me everything and I'm very happy with what I see. I think they are going to do so great. Before I leave for the day I stop Yeonjun.

"Tomorrow could you come over to our house and watch Grace while I pack our things for tour?" I ask him. Yeonjun instantly smiles.

"Our course I will watch her!" He says. I smile.

"I really appreciate it." I reply and leave the room with Grace. Jimin is waiting out in the hall.

"It's going to be a long night, so I wanted to see you before you left." Jimin tells me. I smile and walk into his arms. He hugs me tight and I close my eyes. His embrace has always been so calming for me.

"It's okay, Jimin." I say softly. I look up at him and he kisses me.

"I love you." He whispers.

"I love you too." I reply. He kisses Grace before we leave.

On our way home I make a pit stop to the store. I grab the pregnancy test and I take Grace home.

Grace goes into her room to play and I go into the bathroom. I look at the stick in my hands. I haven't even done anything yet, but I'm getting so anxious about this.

I do the test and hold it in my hands to wait for the results. I'm not sure what I want it to show me. I close my eyes as I wait for the - or + to tell me our future.

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