jaele oneshots🍒 {rewritten} {discontinued}

friends w/ beniefits.

rie rie; 18 jace; 19
story taken place; atlanta ga.

rie's pov

hitting the sheets breathlessly, I sighed.

another round of fucking as of what jace likes to call it.

I think of it more as love making. this whole friends with benefits shit started when we were freshmen

we're seniors now.

he demands when we sighed up for this bullshit, that we could not catch feelings what so ever.

me being the person I am, did.

I mean how couldn't I? he's the only guy that's ever tolerated with me and not just this way.

I have a pretty bad attitude due to fucked up home situations, just like every fucking one.

and he's probab-is the only person who I trust to stay around.

and he constantly says he's afraid of himself because he "knows" he'll hurt me if we made it official.

and I just don't know why that made me love him even more.

the way he kisses me like i'm the only girl in the world that mattered to him.

the way he makes my body feel so fuckin good, the way he stares at me.

the way his hoarse voice groans my name so temptingly, the way he takes no bullshit towards me.

the way he spoils me, the way he lets me rant my problems to him.

the way he treats me like i'm his real girlfriend even in public.

the way those chestnut brown eyes meet mine and dance.

the way he calls me "princess" or "mamas" even when he's frustrated with me.

made me crazy over him, I could go on but we'll be here all day.

"you know how you said we shouldn't catch feelings during this?" I asked

watching him put on a new pair of boxers and joggers.

"yeah.." he looks at me curiously before jumping back on the bed

"well..I did." I frowned, as the bed moved like the ocean

"look rie, you're a beautiful girl who deserves the world, you don't need to be catching feelings for a guy like me."

and I don't know if it's cause he looked me dead in the eyes while saying that,

or him lying to me and himself hurting me the most right now.

"jace, I don't want anyone else clearly." I whispered

I wish he wasn't so cold all the time.

"how, how can I trust myself to spend the rest of my life with someone? why do you want me of all people anyway." he sighs

"because I-i.."

"BECAUSE YOU WHAT!?" he yells out in frustration

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YOU STUPID FUCK I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH IT HURTS!"

silence.

why would I say that, I know he doesn't love me anyway.

"mamas I-I don't.."

"listen I know you don't even care about my well being so i'll just go home." I began standing up, wrapping the sheets around my bare body

he rushed over towards me, "hey, hey don't ever say that I don't care about you ever again, just because I don't agree to a relationship doesn't mean anything."