Hongjoong

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by hajimoan

by hajimoan

Their cat ran off, scared when Seonghwa yelled as he picked up the bag of white powder"No I don't think I should. This is at least one MAJOR secret." Seonghwa said, running a finger through his hair, the new vibrant pink highlights in his hair becoming noticeable again. "No baby. It's Sannie's until he gets everything figured out." He said and Seonghwa crossed his arms. "Lets take it to Wooyoung then. Right now." He said and HongJoong gulped. "Baby I-.." He stayed quiet. "So it is yours?!" He asked and the tears once again fell down his face, HongJoong didn't bother saying anything, feeling as if he admitted to it, it would make it worse. Yet he didn't know his silence broke Seonghwa's heart more than anything.

"B-baby... I thought we were both gonna stop this shit. What happened? What happened to me being the only 'drug' you needed, why did you start again? Is it cause of me? Did I do something to fuck us up..." Seonghwa was shaking, his voice was hoarse already and you couldn't see his actual eyes cause of how hard he was crying.

"No... Seonghwa... Don't say that its not like that... I swear baby this was gonna be the last time, you know I was addicted, I just had a craving and I needed it, I was about to relapse. I know, and I'm sorry, but we've both been a year clean... com-" "and I'm not the one that was about to ruin that... ruin us... was I." Seonghwa said, seeming to have calmed down, but HongJoong knew he was just faking.

"I'm going to JongHo's place for a while, go ahead and do your drugs... I'll come back when I'm ready." he said and walked past HongJoong, wiping his eyes.

HongJoong didn't even try to stop the boy when he walked back in with his bag of clothes and cologne. Everything he would need for a months visit to a friends house. HongJoong stared at him, realization of how much he had fucked up hit him hard, but he continued to stare at the center of his world who stared right back at him, with the same love and adoration, but also something Hongjoong's eyes didn't have, a bit of anger and betrayal, along with hurt. "I'll be getting rid of this for you. HongJoong I'm serious, please don't get hooked again, don't even smoke a god damn cigarette. I'll be paying attention, and I'll come back sooner, if you stay away from it all." Seonghwa said softly, his hand gently caressing HongJoong's cheek. HongJoong teared up and put his hand over Seonghwa's as he stared at the boy who smiled softly Seonghwa wrapped his arms around HongJoong and gave him a hug, rubbing his back and getting a hug in return before pulling away. "I'll be back soon baby..." Seonghwa clicked his tongue while staring at HongJoong. "I love you." HongJoong said softly, sniffling slightly. Seonghwa smiled and looked down, which had cracked HongJoong and he started crying. "I'm sorry... I'll call you later." Seonghwa said, wiping his nose and grabbing his bag. HongJoong nodded and smiled softly. "Bye baby..." Seonghwa said as he flipped through his keys. "Bye Babe..." HongJoong said, as the boy found the key to his car, and walked out the door, taking the bag, which if you couldn't figure it out, had cocaine in it. Leaving nothing but HongJoong and his thoughts, in the house Seonghwa and him share.

FUN FACT : UHHH I LITERALLY CRIED WHEN I WAS WRITING THIS CAUSE YEAH KMP