Being Your Second Wife (SLOW UPDATES)

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Agar abhi koi film ka scene hota ya tv serial ka episode hota to abhi tak Kaya behosh hokar gir chuki hoti...par..alas! this is real life....

Kaya could sense the seriousness of the situation, of his question, he was intensely looking at her.

"Why are you asking this ?"

Shiv sighed, he knew Kaya se koi bhi baat asaani se nikalwana asaan nahi hai and wo un logon mein se bhi nahi hai jo idhar udhar baat ghumaye. Its better he present himself all clear and honest in front of her.

"Because I think I like you enough that I can fall in love with you."

And at that time Kaya stopped breathing, she felt something dropped in her tummy, like someone pushed her from a cliff, such an odd feeling which can not be described by words. She felt strangely happy but lot more scared.

Both were silent. Shiv in anticipation Kaya in shock. Aakhir mein Kaya ne sabse pahle apni nazre pheri.

"I am sorry." Kaya silently spoke.

"Sorry.... Sorry Kisliye ?" Shiv took a step towards her when Kaya stepped backward jo Shiv ko bahut ajeeb laga

"Kya hua Kaya ?"

"Aap aisa kyun bol rahe hain ?" She felt like vomiting because of sensations in her stomach.

"Kaise ?" Shiv asked but instead of replying she was avoiding looking at him and started moving towards the staircase par Shiv ne uski baanhi pakad li.

"Kaya, kya hua, agar tumhe bura laga to mujhse bolo par ye kaise react kar rahi ho, maine tumse apne jazbaaat bayaan kare aur tum aise react kar rahi ho."
Shiv ki awaaz mein jhallahat thi par baat mein sachhai thi. He left Kaya's hand and turned away. Kaya took a deep breath and wiped away the moisture from her eyes as Shiv's back was toward her face. Usne aankh band karke ek baar puraani yaadein yaad kari aur himmat jutayi.

"I am Sorry. Mujhe aise react nahi karna chahiye tha."

Uski awaaz sunkar Shiv turned towards him, Kaya gave a soft smile to him and continued

"Sorry par ye bilkul bhi expected nahi tha to maine aise react kar diya. Par isme mera kusoor nahi hai.."

"Kya matlab ?" Shiv asked in confusion.

Kaya moved away from him towards the railing of the terrace.

"Don't you remember what conditions you had put forward to marry me ?-"

"Par Kaya -"

"Un sharton ko maine dil dimaag har tarah se yaad karke rakha hua hai."

Ye sunkar Shiv shaant ho gaya.

"Kabhi bhi unhe bhulane ki koshish nahi kari. Phir aapne bhi to hamesha mujhse kaha ki aap ke liye Suman hi sab kuch hai, aap usse pyaar karte hain to fir aaj ye sab kya bol rahe hain aap ?" She looked at him with questioning eyes. Shiv moved forward towards her

"I know Kaya and I remember each and everything. I remember what i asked you but I do not want to remember them anymore. Ab un sab baaton ki mere liye koi value nahi hai Kaya...trust me.."

Kaya wanted to believe the truth in his eyes but she restricted herself

"Par Shiv, Suman ? Suman ko kaise bhool sakte hain aap ? Uske liye jo pyaar tha wo kahaan kho gaya ?"

"Kaisi baat kar rahi ho Kaya ! Pyaar khoya nahi hai mera Suman ke liye. Aaj bhi mere dil mein Suman ke liye pyaar hai, beshumaar pyaar hai par tumhare saamne aane ke baad maine ye realize kiya ki mai waapis se wo ehsaas jee sakta hoon, tumhare aas paas hone se mujhe, mere dil ko waisa hi mehsoos hota hai jaise aaj se saalon pahle hota tha jab maine dil se pyaar ko samjhana mehsoos kiya tha."