Heartless Tears

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 I stared up at the ceiling unable to sleep, shots of cold air circulated my room leaving my body cold. The feeling of being so alone roamed my mind and continuously kept me awake . My body ran cold my eyes wide open staring open blankly at my ceiling, everything was silent there was no sounds in my room but the faint inhales and exhales coming from my body.. I suddenly woke up from my daze, hearing a sharp ringing sound only to look at my nightstand to my phone alarm going off telling me to get ready for school.

Getting up out of my bed i held my side a sharp pain coming from it, I let Go ignoring the pain that rushed through my body. I got to my dresser, pulling out my clothes and dressing myself in a black t Shirt and short black shorts. Few minuets later I was dressed, My black baggy jacket around my upper body keeping me warm. I grabbed my bag dropping it by the bathroom door, walking inside the bathroom I looked into the mirror , staring at my pale face drowned out by my black hair. I fixed my face adding black eyeshadow onto my eyes. I then brushed my teeth, and finished doing anything else I had to do. Walking out picking my bag up and walking downstairs. The whole house ran silent, only my solid footsteps coming down the stairs could be heard, my right boot touched the  hardwood floor I looked up from the ground looking at the entryway to the kitchen, then without any hesitation I opened the front door and walked outside. 

I stepped down the porch continuing my walk , the sound of morning birds singing filled my ears, I put my earbuds in and played music. I countinued walking heading to school, for it being my first day in this Highschool, I know my way there. I kept walking even though it's my first day I Still know the way to the school. I continued walking looking ahead of me and passed the crosswalk hoping a car would run me over but none did, after I sadly survived I kept walking seeing the high-school building just a few miles ahead of me. 

It took me about a total of 10 minutes to walk to the Highschool although I don't really live so close to it, Just consider me a fast walker. I did a quick scan around looking at the faces of all the students gathered up Infront of the school.

Being a Transfer Student couldn't be better. Everyone turned there heads at me whispering, I didnt seem to care about what they were whispering, not even the slightest. I walked past people and sat down on one of the benches pulling out my phone checking the time. "7:18 am.." I said quietly as I slid my phone back in my jacket pocket, I spoke so silent that nobody could even hear me but myself. 

I heard the bell ring getting up and went inside getting to my locker, once I was there I took everything I needed. Setting my bag in my locker I checked to make sure I had everything I needed, I fixed my hair so my bangs covered up my right eye. I shut my locker turning around and headed down the hallway, my eyes scanned upon the signs on the wall that labeled each classroom, looking for mine till I found it. "B264" I said quietly to myself again, I turned my body walking into the door, the students looked at me with a expression of disgust, The teacher looked towards me and said "Come, introduce yourself".

Walking to the front of the room by the teacher I stood there looking upon the students , and waited till everyone was in the classroom. Finally when everyone was inside the classroom the teacher began speaking once again "Now, go on introduce yourself". Looking upon the students once again, i began speaking. "Tenazii Nakioshi, any further information about me Doesn't concern you people." I said, my voice sounding cold. I walked to the seat I was assigned and sat down placing my binder on my desk, my earbuds were out I stared at the board. 

I began drawing considering it was homeroom and we had Atleast a good 30 minutes for homeroom time. The teacher left the room to go and run copy's of our assignments. Not paying attention to my surroundings I was focused on my drawing. A hand slammed down onto my desk , I looked up to see a tall boy, brown hair and blue eyes, his skin light tanned nearly pale . The boy had several piercings and gave off the Emo look like I did, his style being more emo then gothic like I was.

"So..then new girl the hell are you doing huh?" He said to me lowering his head right infornt of my face. "Well?" He said again, he stared me down his eyes having a look of threat in them. "Drawing" I responded, the boy grabbed my wrist forcing my hand to drop my pencil "is that so..?" He said to me lifting my wrist up in the air "What do you want you Asshole..?" I told him Glaring directly at him. "You." He responded, I could tell the you part was just a way of saying he was itching for a fight, then  yanking my wrist towards him, I went with my wrist, my face slamming into the boys shoulder, he wasn't that much taller then me but he Leant Back Pulling me closer towards him. "Get..off me" i demanded, the boy smiled at me and began speaking "No".

I jerked my wrist back , Pulling it towards my ear, pushing my arm forward I Slapped the boy and hit his head into the wall "Next time you want to sexually harrass me..I'll kill you." I told him sitting back down, the boy let out a "Tch" and walked off sitting down, lucky me the boy sat behind me. 

When homeroom was over the teacher began the lesson, packets were handed out and we were assigned to fill out the packet along the lesson. 

Not even halfway through the lesson I had already finished the whole packet of work we were assigned to do along the way of the lesson. Sitting back into my seat I slid the packet to the top of my desk leaving it there. There wasn't any need for me to pay attention to the lesson any longer, I had already finished it all, I already knew what the teacher was going to say , every second of it.