"He begged for God to help him find you! He ran into all kinds of us monsters! That is until he came across me! I offered him a deal, he took it not caring the price as long as he got one more second with you."
"No!" I say more to myself in disbelief.
"Oh yes! And you don't know how happy I was to make this deal! When I heard it involved the precious baby Winchester, oh I just couldn't help myself!" The demon laughs with a sadistic smirk.
"Shut up!" I yell in the demons smug face my blood boiling at this point.
"Well that's not even the best part, you see you probably thought that I was faking those moments before I'm sure, but in reality that was really him. I gave him back control so that he could have what I took his soul for, one last minute with you."
"You son of a bitch!" I yell trying to fight his unseen hold on me.
"What, is the truth to much for you to handle?"
"How long did you prey on him?" I question through gritted teeth.
"Oh darling you are slightly smarter than I expected. Well I guess you caught me there, I made the deal with him after he lost his brother, grief stricken he was sure to make the deal, but I've been behind the scenes a bit, adjusting things in my favor of course!" He gloats his master plan with a sadistic smirk.
"You son of a bitch!" I scream at him taking out my gun and aiming it.
"Oh come on! We both know you aren't going to shoot me, what good is it going to do?"
"Why, why did you do this to him?" I question my emotions all over the place as I feel myself overcome with anger.
"What are you talking about Audrey, this was all you! You are the reason he's dead I never would've known about the boy if it wasn't for you and your good looks!"
"Shut up!" I spit, shooting a bullet through this chest.
"Well ouchie that really hurt?"He laughs in more of a question as he steps toward me, tossing my gun from my hands, with a simple wave of his.
"Why don't you just kill me?" I question looking into his dark eyes with a certain coldness to mine.
"Oh what's the fun in that babe, when I can make you literally live with your mistake forever!" He laughs evilly as he picks me up by my throat before dropping me back to the ground.
"You wont kill me because you're too weak!" I shout at him in anger.
"No dear we both know that I am all to powerful."
"Fine, don't kill me, but what makes you think that I won't kill you?" I test him with a slight raise of my voice.
"I know you won't, because you see I know you, we're actually a lot more alike than you take credit for."
"I am nothing like you!" I spit back in hatred.
"Oh is that so? Then I guess you have a perfectly logical explanation for leaving Grayson behind after a shifter took his form!"
"I thought I was doing what was best to protect him!" I argue, staring him down with angry eyes.
"From what exactly Audrey, from the monsters of the night or from you?" The demon powering Grayson's body questions a slight smirk rising to his face when I don't reply.
"Oh now she's silent, did I strike a nerve there? See I knew you were a freak, but you knowing and trying to hide it, now that's a whole new level of freak!" He marvels over me with a prideful smirk.
"I'm no monster like you!"
"You don't believe that, because no matter how many times you tell yourself that deep inside you know how dangerous and toxic you are! Anyone that even catches your eye is immediately in danger, and you know that! You knew that by talking to Grayson that you would get him killed, but you couldn't help yourself now could you? No the urge to be loved by a man was too strong for you to withstand."
"No, I'm not the monster I'm just followed by them!"
"And did you ever wonder why? It's because you are one of us Audrey!"
"No I'm a hunter, and monsters like you like to try and ruin our lives, but not this time, not now!" I yell before slamming my blade into his stomach catching Grayson's body in my arms, my knees hitting the floor before he does. All of the emotions I've been holding back and pushing down then decides to show itself by coming up all at once.
"Oh Grayson, why? Why did you look for me? Why would you sell your soul!? God Grayson why?" I cry while holding his head in my hands my tears falling on his lifeless face.
"Audrey?" I hear Dean's voice echo from behind me along with some of the remaining glass from the window break as he enters the room.
I feel his hand move to my shoulder, but I jerk away.
"Don't." I state, not looking up from the only man I've ever loved, as tears continue to soak my cheeks.
I pull his lifeless body close to me as the tears continue to flow from my eyes.
God I fucked up, I mean I really fucked up. This, you, all of this is my fault! Grayson I loved you, and that got you killed and that's one mistake that I will never be able to take back. God Grayson why, why sell your soul for someone like me?
"He sold his soul for me." I finally speak my voice cracking as I try to hold back the tears while my fingers run through Grayson's hair sweetly.
"He told you?" Dean questions his voice low, showing his empathy.
"No the demon in him did, and I know he wasn't lying." I pause as the emotions just keep hitting me from all different aspects.
"He only made the deal because of me!" I scream my anger bellowing out into the room as I stand up.
"Hey, hey, hey. Audrey!" Dean says turning my attention to him his eyes showing much sadness and sympathy.
"He didn't deserve this Dean." I break down further as a single tear runs down my face.
"I know Audrey, I know." Dean comforts pulling me into his tough, yet loving arms.
I feel the tears begin to stream down my face in a rapid flow before quickly stopping myself as we pull apart.
"Help me?" I question as I turn back to Grayson's dead body.
"Yeah, where you want him?" Dean asks saying as little as possible.
"He went out like a hunter, trying to find one, so he deserves a ticket out of this world like one." I sniffle trying my best not to cry.
"Alright, how about you take care of the sticks, and I'll-"
"No, Dean I, I need to help with him." I manage to get out without bursting out in tears like my heart is inside.
