0.1 It's Just the Start

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I walked out of the bathroom smiling, as if nothing even happened. My wrist wrapped with a bandage, completely hiding what I had just done inside.

It was a normal night for the Carson family: screaming and shouting from my father and me, my mother and sister not giving a single fuck at all, and me cutting my wrists as a form of escape.

I sighed as I fall on my bed, wishing I cut deep enough to faint and possibly die from blood loss, but we can’t always get what we want right? We can only hope for a better tomorrow (and a better family if you’re tired of being compared to your siblings).

I opened my phone and saw that I have tons of messages from my boyfriend asking if I was okay. I sent back a reply, assuring him that I’m still alive and that I’d go to bed early. I hugged my pillow and kiss my cute teddy before crying myself to sleep, yet again… for the 100th time this week.

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Author's Note: I will update once or twice a week please do look forward to it.

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