You're sleeping at Ashtons house tonight. He is your bestfriend and has been for as long as you can remember, and since he's been away on tour a lot or busy with the band, you haven't been able to see him as much. That kills you, not only because you miss your bestfriend, but also because you're in love with him. You have been for as long as you can remember, but you'd never been able to find the right words to say it, or the right time, so you always pretend that it didn't matter.
You're sat on the sofa with your legs up, while Ashton sat opposite you, with his legs covering yours.
"So, do you want to watch a movie or something then?" he asks.
"Um, yeah sure, why not." you reply, getting up and picking up the nearest DVD to you. "This one?"
"Yeah, okay." he says and you place it into the DVD player, before returning to your previous spot on the sofa.
It's been 5 minutes into the film and you can feel ashtons eyes staring at you. You turn your head slightly and smile, then look back at the tv.
He's still watching you though, so you turn completely and look at him.
"What?!" You ask, and he looks slightly taken back.
"Nothing it's just....Are you okay? You've been really awkward with my since you got here. I thought you wanted to have some fun, not sit here miserable all night?"
"Ash, im fine, just watch the movie, you're overreacting."
He sighs and looks back at the tv barely even interested in what's happening.
The movie ends and ashton stands up, "Do you want something to eat Y/N?"
"Whatever.."
"Look, have i done something wrong?" he looks so upset
"No, you haven't." You stand up. "I just don't feel so well."
"Oh....Do you want me to walk you home then?"
"No of course not, I haven't seen you in months, why would i want to go home?"
"Okay, do you want some tablets then?"
"It's fine, its going off now anyways." You smile
"I'll just sort your bed out and you can lay down. He goes over to the cupboard and drags the blow up mattress out. He's about to start blowing it up when he looks at you. "Problem, there's a hole in it..."
"Well where am i sapposed to sleep then?"
"I guess you'll just have to share my bed.."
You look at him and he looks so innocent, that your stomach flattered slightly. You have to sleep in the same bed as him, your bestfriend who you are in love with...You're trying not to freak out.
"Is that a problem?" he asks and you smile. "No, not at all."
You go up and get straight into bed because you're already in your pajamas. While Ashton goes to the washroom. When he comes back, he's in just his underwear, standing in the doorway. "Is it okay if i sleep like this?"
As if it wasn't enough that you had to share his bed, now he wants to sleep in just his underwear?
You nod and he smiles, getting into bed beside you. He turns the light out and just as you're falling asleep you feel his hand touch yours.
"Y/N?"
"Yeah?"
"Can i tell you something?" his hand is now clutching yours, your fingers between his. "I lied about the hole in the mattress. I just wanted to be able to do this." Suddenly, he moves so that his body is against yours, and he's cuddling you.
"Ashton, I love you." You sigh, finally letting it out
"I know you do, and i love you too." he kisses your bare shoulder, "Now go to sleep." He smiles
