The sound of illusion |:ON HOLD:|

Not the one

Charlotte POV

"I'm your girlfriend" I said with a shaking voice. 

"I don't have one" He says looking around. 

The room suddenly went cold.

My heart shattered, I wanted to spend my life with him. We planned everything! We would have three kids, two of the kids would have to share a room. We would get a dog and two cats, maybe a hamster. 

I would become a fashion designer like I had always dreamed of.

He had dragged me into a bathroom, it had the same modern woody feel as the rest of the house. I was now standing up, but my legs were shaking I can't keep this up.

"Get away from me" He says when I try to take a step towards him. 

"I don't want you near me, I don't know who you are." He keeps talking sending insult after insult, I can't take it.

I brake down in tears, he is obviously surprised by my sudden out brake. My feelings are everywhere i was on the verge of crying before. Hearing the love of your life saying 'I have no relation to you' hurts.

After a while of silence with just my tears echoing through the room I try to speak up.

"You used to hug me when I cried, then we would eat ice cream and watch a sappy romance movie on Netflix, you always hated them but... I thought they were funny" I whisper, recalling all the memories overwhelms me. 

he's gone, a voice keeps saying.

"We would go on secrets date since we didn't know what our friends would say. I would be in your arms, you would reasure me saying 'We will tell them soon, everything will be fine' i found happiness in you." 

"I fell for your laugh, your heart the way you smiled" I dried my tears, but they kept flowing. I couldn't stop it.

I didn't realize he had moved over to the door, he opened it and turned to me.

"You fell for lies."  

"Kill me! Kill me now!"

This is kinda sad but I'm listening to dream glow, and it calms me down and makes me in the right mood to write.