You sit there like nothing ever went wrong
You think the air is clear because it's been so long
But deep inside I still hurt a bit more
You seem to want to leave me alone but what for?
So I act brave and show no emotion
When it came to love I should've took caution
Love at a young age isn't for the faint hearted
But yet.. we stay strong and we haven't departed
I think about you day and night
And when I see you we some how fight..
I never wanted our love to be this way
I just hope we can be happy and fixed on day.
My love for you still continues on
Even if your love for me has gone.
I get the feeling you want that's fine
Because I get the feeling your love was never mine
I fear the day you bring someone else home
Say you love them and leave me alone
Could an open relationship make us last??
Would this be the answer to stop my heart breaking this fast
My heart breaks faster than you can read the words I wrote down
My face you see nothing but a frown
My eyes so blue and full of tears
Deep inside anguish and fears
My demons swimming in an ocean of regret
Of a time i wish I could forget
How my whole world was focused on you
But now you've gone.. what will I do?
I can't cope with living anymore
So.. I just hang there a metre from the floor
From the tree where our initials are placed
Oh how all the fear and anxiety I faced
How they won and now I'm hanging there
How very little people think it's not fair
But how the others couldn't care less
But you know what I'm dead because my life was a mess
Oh how this poem made no sense to anyone who reads it
But it's emotional that you have to admit
But now we are coming to an end of space to write..
Who ever reads this things are gonna be alright
You are in a constant battle that may take a while to win
Just know you're strong and throw those blades in the bin
Go talk to someone even if it's a friend...
It will stop you from a grim end
My life was fucked up and yours could be as well
But friends can help I wish I knew that before I went to my own hell
Just know that times will get cruel
Just know you're worth it and you will rule
Rule your own life and and protect your soul
Stop the demons make it your personal goal.
This isn't me saying goodbye because I'm dead
It's me saying I'll still be there while you rest your head
In your dreams I'll still be there to be brave
Even if I am laying in my grave
This has been too long now I must go away
I will see you soon. See you another day.
