Its my party I can cry if I want to

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(caylah pov)

I sat there for a minute thinking about what Taylor said, could he really think I want to be with Matt? I love Cam, or at least I thought I did. I look over to Cam, he tall, he had a great smile, his body is to die for, his eyes are mysterious, and his lips are plump and pink, then I look to Matt, he's awkward, tall, his eyes are soft, his smile makes me smile, his lips are smooth. I watch him for a minute, I watch how he moves, how when he smiles he crinkles his nose, how when he laughs his eyes laugh with him. I don't know what to do. I know being with Cam is great, and I know I need to stop flip flopping, but there's just something about Matt that always pulls me back in, and I want to figure it out. "Hey you have been staring at Matt for 10minutes are you okay?" Sammy asks sliding in next to me I smile "yeah I am fine, just making a hard decision" I say he smirks "what is that decision" he says "well I think I might love Matt but I am with Cam and I don't know how to tell him" I say "just tell him, I know it's not easy but just say how you feel if he loves you he will understand" I smile Sammy always seems know what to say no matter how upset I get. "thank you Sam" I say giving him a hug. I walk over by Cam, Cam has taken a few shots but he's not really drunk "Hey Cam can we talk?" I ask grabbing his arm to move him away from the group "yeah what's up baby" he says I don't meet his eyes I just keep looking at my feet "Cam I think we need to break up, the feeling just isn't there anymore I am so sorry" I glance up he looks upset "are you wanting me to leave?" He asks "no stay enjoy yourself, and Sky will drive you home when you are ready" I say "well tell that bitch to grab her keys because we are going to bounce" I nod and walk over to sky "Hey can you drive Cam home right now?" I ask "yeah of course I told you I would drive people home don't worry about, why is he leaving so soon" she asks "well we broke up, Sky I love Matt and I can't stop thinking about him" I say her eyes get softer "Awe finally you admit it, I really hope this works for you guys good luck and don't worry about Cam I will make sure he is home" she says smiling "oh and one more thing Sky, stop by Taylor's please and just tell him I said thank you he was right" she nods "gotcha I'll drop by Tays" she says walking out of the room to find her keys. I walk over to Matt "hey Caylahhhhh" he says the alcohol strong on his breath "Hey MattyCakes will you stay the night? I would like to talk to you in the morning" I say he smiles "anything for you baby" he says kissing my cheek in a sloppy kiss, I can't help but giggle, the party slowly began dying down, after Sky left to bring Cam home, I made Matt some Tea and brought him up to bed and began cuddling him.

(sky's pov)

I grab my keys and head out toward the car "Come on let's make like a banana an split" I say to Cam as I get in he climbs in next to me but doesn't say a word the whole ride to his house I drop him off in the drive way. "Thanks" he says slamming my door and going in to his house. I turn on some music and drive to Taylor's I get out alittle nervous I mean I shouldn't be but he is my ex who knows what will happen. I knock he answers "Hey why are you here?" He asks I smile "Caylah told me to drop by and tell you that you were right" he looks confused but then he smirks "I am always right" he says I laugh "well that's the only reason I stopped by" I say turning on my heals "sky wait can we talk?" I smile to myself and turn to look at him "sure what's up?" Now he looks nervous he kept looking toward his feet "Sky I really messed up, I know I keep saying this, and this time I wasn't going to come back, I understand you have Jack now and you're happy, and he loves you, but Sky I am a selfish man and I love you too, I'm not Shawn I am not going to sing you to sleep and bless the ground you walk on, I'm not Jack I'm not going to protect you from living, but I am me and I am here, and I love you with every fiber in my body, I promise you that if you just love me back one more time, I'll treat you like the princess you are. You're forever going to be my baby girl, even if you walk away, because I can't stop unloving you I tried and it hurts" he says I just stare at him, did caylah know this was coming? "Taylor," I began "Sky save it if you're going to finish that like I think" I keep looking at him "Taylor I love Shawn we went over this, and I love Jack, and Taylor most of all I love you, I love all you guys in different ways. You have known that, Taylor I cants stop loving you, and I won't. And I want to be with you." I say tears stinging my eyes he finally met my gaze he moved in and embraced me "Sky will you stay the night? No fucking just movies and Cuddling" I smile "You had me at no fucking" we both walked and and began watching movies.

(Caylahs pov)

*morning* I woke up Sky's car isn't in the drive way, hmmm, weird maybe she went to jacks I check my phone there was a text from her.

Sky: stopped at Taylor's, did you know he loves me? Is that why you sent me? Well I am crashing here I'll only be up the street if you need me scream out the window

I laugh I knew that he would tell her. I walk to the kitchen and start making Matt and I breakfast he stumbles down the steps as I am making him a plate "Good morning sunshine I made food" I say handing him a plate he smiles and sits across from me "You wanted to talk this morning?" he says I nod "matt I know I have flip flopped a lot but I came to my senses last night and Matthew Lee I want to be with you, I am in love with you, the way you move laugh talk smile. Everything I love it." He smiles "Caylah Rose I love you too, I always have I never stopped. Does this mean we are getting back together?" he asks I smile and nod, "whoo hooooo" he says jumping out of his seat and doing a victory air punch and then sitting back down, I laugh, "my Dino" I say leaning in and planting a kiss on his lips, he kisses back and then pushes me back "my girlasaurs" he says cheeks turning pink.

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