i wish....that....

chapter 6: Him

Shizu's pov

I'm alright, i'm definitely alright. I said to him. I didn't even look up to see his face. He was silent he just sat next to me. It was quiet for a while, we didn't talk to each other,we just sat there. A gust of wind blew and I decided to look up at the sky, and smiled. Then I felt as if he was staring at me. I looked in his direction and he said" you finaly smiled". The moonlight was on his face and I saw his face he had dark blue hair and almost yellow eyes. He was handsome, probably the most prettiest guy I have ever seen. It was hard to belive that he would even talk to me. I didn't know who he was. It was silent again, but he broke the silence by saying "what's your name?" I was silent for a second and then said Shizu Shizuki.

Kazuma's pov

She said her name was Shizu Shizuki. I said "that's a pretty name." But she didn't answer. I was wondering" is she always quiet?" Then she said what's your name? I said "Kazuma Takashi." She said "that's a cool name." I was wondering how old she was because she almost looked like she was my age. And I stupidly asked "How old are you?" She said " I'm 17". I said I'm 2 years older I guess. This was an awkward conversation. We where making small talk. Then I selfishly asked " Why where you crying?" She didn't answer. I knew she wasn't going to answer. Right when I was thinking that,she said " Because I was always thought of as inferior to my younger sister". I, like an idiot, asked why? She said "because my mother liked her most..... and.....she was better than me at everything...... I was always a disgrace in that family.... I could never make my mother smile not even once. It was always my little sister she adored. She never really cared for me, because I was worthless in her eyes,I was thinking,if it was just once that I actually made her proud of me then maybe I could see that smile that she always gave my sister". Thats what she said. She was crying while she was talking. I couldn't believe what I just heard." A mother only loving one child thinking that the other is wothless that's crazy!"I thought to myself. Then she just smiled and changed the subject, like she never said anything. Then I thought to myself wow she's strong I guess you could say that was one of the things that drew me to her.....