R O O M M A T E

12

-hey do you want to eat something?

Hoseok asks me as he got into my room. I was still mad at him for kicking me out of the living room earlier so i just put the music higher to not hear him. I saw his lips turn into a smile before he got closer to where i was. I was doing homework on my bed. 

He slowly walked to my bed and i felt nervous. I looked over at him and his eyes met mines. It felt like he was staring into my soul. My cheeks flushed into a pink as i pressed my lips together by nervousness. 

Hoseok approached his hand from my face and quickly pulled my earphones. I glared at him and pushed his hand away from me. He laughed and sat on the bed.

-I'm hungry and there is no food in the dorm. Want to eat somewhere?

-Why are you being so nice? 

-I don't know. You didn't eat much so i was like why not ask you too.

-Thank you for your concern,

I started as i put a strand of my hair behind my ear. 

-.., but i am not the one paying.

-Sorry, to break it to you but you're paying your own shit. 

-I thought you invited me, i pouted.

-Yes, and? Does that makes me your boyfriend or sum. Everybody pay for themselves. 

-Okay, okay. No need to get angry.

I rolled my eyes and an awkward silence fell. 

-Get out of my room cheap ass.

Hoseok rolled his eyes and before he left my room, he turned around and gave me a glare, before he added:

-I really hate when girl thinks man should pay for everything. For women who want to stop leaving in this hell patriarchal society why do you still act like we owns you something? Wouldn't be the person who have the most money or simply if the person want to. Why do girl expect the man to pay everything at the first date?

-It isn't like this. It's just that when someone invite you somewhere you most of the time expect them to pay no? It wasn't with the fact that i am a woman and you a man. 

-Let's just ignore today situation. If you went on a date, would you let the other person pays everything?

-I wouldn't, but why do we have to make money such a value. We really just here to have a good time. If you think like this even before going to a date with someone, you must be annoying as hell to date seriously. The kind of dude that makes you feel awkward for even accepting to go out.

-It wasn't like that.. I-i ... well whatever. 

-Hating woman much ?

-I don't.

-Why don't you have a girlfriend then? Why do you fuck and go? Do you keep satisfaction for not having attachment to someone? 

-Do i even have to answer this?

He replied in a cold tone that brought me chills. I looked around, starting to feel the thick tension.

-Just to make it clear, i am not a fuckboy and even less a player.

-Do you even know what they are..

-Fuckboy give clear signal they just want to fuck, but girls who want a serious relationship still fell in their trap and get hurt. A player trap you into his arms and breaks you in pieces. 

-Look like you know your shit, i crossed my arms over my chest and stared at him.

-Did you ever went out with one of those type? 

-Never.

-And Jimin? 

-He wasn't like this when i met him.

-So you broke him.

-What do you mean?

-Did you ever lost yourself because of someone?

-No.

Hoseok nodded and left the room. I heard his foot steps go in the bathroom. I closed my eyes and laid my back on the multiple pillows on my bed. 

-Jimin? He really want me to buy this shit of "you made me cheat". 

I shook my head and got ready to go out. To be honest i didn't have the heart to even speak to him after this strange conversation. It's weird but a strange fear took my heart when he told me about his opinion. Is he really the type of guy that hate woman because one broke his heart ? If so, i should take my distance and keep myself from getting involved in any kind of feeling. 

-You are ready? 

Hoseok screamed from his room. 

-Yes, i'm waiting in the living room.

I yelled back.

-Cool, i'm ready. Let's go.

Hi guys, i'm kind of back. I felt kind of down today and i was like 'damn it's been such a long since i updated on wattpad.

I wanted make something clear. Do not confuse BTS members real personality with the personality of the boys here. I will warn some of you that you will maybe hate some of them in the developing of the story. i still don't know if i want a happy or sad ending, but i want to make this story realistic. BTS are human and like everybody they have their default.  I have shown a more 'dark' side of Hoseok today. It's sure that who ever you meet, you will expect them for having a backstory and my point in this story is does that really do matter at the end? do someone having bad prejudices can be excuse by a trauma? Can a hurtful experience turn you really into someone that different? 

So yeah! Dont forget to support meee and votee please!! don't be shy to comment! i will answer. :)