Jungkook as your husband 2 | Jungkook ff

Part 14

y/n POV

Magical time

I already back home from hospital, im getting okay but my heart still hurts when i am thinking about Jungkook, I couldn't believe i carry his baby for the second time again. It's hard to forgive him after what he did to me but i do miss him so much. I feel so useless and burden on his life once again. He even choose his career than me, that's hurt me more. How i wish he's with me with jihye and this baby but i think we are don't have any fate anymore. But it because of jihye we are together on that time.

Did this baby on my belly will bring me with him again?

But I don't want to see him anymore

Im tired

Im still hurting that his dream is more important than me and jihye

Im scared if this baby is born then if i am together with Jungkook then it happens again like this

Omg I don't want that

It really take a risk in my life

But how about jihye? This baby?

They need father too

If i have a fate with him, it will bring us back together, right?

Aera : yahh! Are you okay?? You talking to yourself

I was shocked and act like nothing happened.

Y/n : what? Im not

Aera : tskkk, jihye already fall asleep and i will go to event, they call me to make up some idols

Y/n : really? Takecare

Aera : you want to follow me or just stay here?

Y/n : i will stay here since jihye are sleep already

Aera : lock the door okay? and don't worry i bring my own key so no need to wake up to open the door

Y/n : okay aera, i will takecare or your house

Aera : y/n, just make this your house too

Y/n : yes aera, bye

She waved at me and walked away. I locked the door then walk to kitchen to find a foods, because I suddenly feels hungry, my baby in the belly very hungry so i must give my baby foods.

After i done making a foods, i eating like hungrily.

Omg i feels I don't eat 1 months

Baby eatwell okay?

I rubbed my belly and then out of nowhere, jihye standing beside me and it gives me shocked.

Jihye : mommy!!

Y/n : arghhh!!! Jihye!!

Jihye : mommy...i miss dada

I feel so bad actually when she said that but I don't want to see him after what he did, he even said that he doesn't want to see my face anymore

Y/n : jihye...

Jihye : i miss dada mommy

Jihye : I almost 5 in next week mommy, i want to meet him

Y/n : jihye I don't know, I don't want to see your dada, we can celebrate without him right??

Jihye : no mommy, i want to be with dada

I think and think about this situation.

Y/n : umm but I don't want to see him for this moment jihye

Jihye : you can bring me to him only

Omg I don't want Jungkook take her from me

Y/n : you know I don't want to give you to him

Jihye : just for my birthday? I don't need your present mommy, you bought too much, your loves is enough for me but you know i want to meet dada

Y/n : umm okay for your birthday ONLY then after that I don't want you talking about dada, deal?

She wanted to cry because i said that then I wriggle my eyebrows for her to respond me.

Jihye : umm, okay mommy.....i love you....

Jihye : mommy i know you loves dada, right??

Y/n : mommy do loves him jihye but mommy need space

Jihye : it's okay mommy, i will help you both together

Y/n : jihye, no need to do that

She ignore what i am saying then she hugged me tightly and gave me a kiss on my cheek, I suddenly smile when she do that. She's try to talking with the baby on my belly.

She's truly my happiness

Jihye : little baby, please come out now, I can't wait to see you, you need to see mommy, mommy are so beautiful and also dada, dada are very awesome man

I look at jihye with smiling then frowned.

Y/n : jihye...no need to talk about dada at this baby on my belly

Jihye : this little baby must know

Y/n : jihye...

Jihye : okay im sorry mommy

After i finished eating, I washed the dishes and pick up jihye to bedroom for sleep.

Y/n : okay now sleep

Jihye : promise to me that i will be with dada on my birthday?

y/n : yes jihye, i will think about it

She hugged me tightly and i do.

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