Jungkook as your husband 2 | Jungkook ff

Part 19

After 3 years...

No one pov

After 3 years, you live together with two kids now, aera are the one who help you takecare of them . You have the second child, it's a boy named Jeon jihyuk that are now 3 years while jihye is 8 years old. It will be a lied if you didn't miss him..you miss him everyday, you checking on him to make sure he is okay without you. You do feel regret but this is the best for you both, it takes a risk for you and him to be together since he's idols.

Meanwhile on jungkook, before 3 years ago, he's always busy with comeback, new song, tour and everything but he didn't forget about his wife and his beautiful daughter. He's missing them so much that he feel depressed about it. He always hope he can meet them again and hugging them back. Jungkook realized that he can't go back to past and change it but he try to be better for himself and his family. He finally realized that his dream as idol are just side of his life that will not live longer forever but the biggest happiness and his biggest dream now is he wanted to live together with y/n and jihye without worrying about peoples talk about them.

He want freedom, he want peace and everything although he love for his dream is bigger but he can't denied that his biggest happiness is y/n and jihye, especially y/n that stay by his side before he debut yet jungkook seems forget and lose himself due to fame on that time. He admit he's wrong on that time that he only cared for his career than his family.

The most scariest that always plays in his head is losing both you and jihye forever. He become paranoid after it happened to him. he didn't give up on you and jihye but he stop finding you both after incident happens on jihye birthday, he thought he will give you space for a while so you will comeback at him but now it's already 3 years, he starting to lose himself and sometimes he lose control, he easily mad and always silent. Everyone were worried about him but he always say he's fine and he said he need some space.

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Y/n POV

I wanted to go cafe after i send jihye to school, while jihyuk are with aera. I enter the cafe and it was very silent moment and there's no customer are here yet. It's confuse me because the door is not locked and I didn't saw the sign open or closed, i stand in front of the counter to take a order while clicking the bell many times, there's no waiter are here too. Did everyone are dead already???

Then I suddenly heard a bell that's mean someone enter the cafe. I didn't look at it, i just waiting for the waiter to come but no single person were here, it's just the person who are just entering the cafe. Yeap, I think everyone is dead. I still standing in front of the counter not to care beside me or everywhere, i just need this coffee so i can wait many hours i want.

Did they want me to make it by myself?? or steal one??

No no don't be a criminal here

??? : where's the waiter??

My eyes widen as i heard that voice, the voice i haven't heard for awhile, it give me nervous, scared but it's soothing me. don't tell me-. I try to look beside me and i look shocked. I step back due to my shock. my face are like didn't believe this happened.

y/n : jungkook???

He tried to get closer to me with the tears forming on his eyes that i hate seeing it, i stop him on what he gonna do with my hand gesture. I saw he became skinny like he didn't eating well. He's still cute bunny i used to know but now he's skinny, like i almost didn't know him, what happened to him?? is this because of me?? I feel so bad, i feel like i make him more suffer. Oh no.