Chapter 1

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Squids POV

I woke up sweating again. My heart was racing and my throat was dry. I had been dreaming about him again. I knew I had to stop, because Ash is straight, but I just couldn't. I went downstairs to get breakfast and recorded some race to the moon with Stamps and Chache. Just as we had finished, Ash came on to prepare for their video.

"Hey" I typed into the chat.

"Hey babes" He typed back.

I knew he was only joking around, but even so i was blushing. I said goodbye and disconnected.

Ashs POV

I knew as soon as I'd said it that it was a bad idea. I just liked Squid so much and sometimes it just slips out. I've liked him for about a year now, and whenever I talk to him I melt a little. It was torture at rezzed, when we were together for so long.I was envious of Stampy, since they were sharing a room with a double bed.

I woke up from my daydream when Broomy came on the server.

"Skype?" He asked.

"One min" I replied.

Once we were on skype we chatted for about ten minutes, then Snake sent me a message saying could I add him to the call. Once the three of us were in the call we recorded and then afterwards I sent Snake a message asking if we could talk. We went back onto skype and then I told him:

"Whats wrong?" Snake asked, looking at me with concern.

I decided to come right out with it.

"I'm gay" I told him.

Squids POV

If I don't tell someone I think I will explode.

I've loved Ash ever since I met him. I've loved other guys as well, but never as much as I love Ash, whenever I'm around him I'm always happy and whenever he touches me I get goosebumps. I think I'll skype Stamps now and tell him.

"Hi Squid" Stamps said when we got on the call. Then, seeing that I looked upset he immediately asked "Whats wrong?"

"Stamps..." I mumbled "I'm Gay..."

Ashs POV

Snake didn't look shocked at all, he just grinned and said "Ash I'm your best friend, if you think I didn't notice the way you were looking at Squid during rezzed you must be mad."

"So you're not freaked out?" I asked him shyly.

"Of course not you're still the same old Ash! And anyway I think you should just tell Squid the truth, he won't mind"

"You think?"

"I know"

Squids POV

Stamps grinned at me and asked "Why does it matter?"

"Because I'm in love with Ash" I replied.

"Well just tell him then"

"Are you sure?"

"Definitely"

Ashs POV

I was just about to skype Squid when he skyped me. I answered.

"Hey Squid I was just about to skype you I have something to tell you"

"I have something to tell you as well"

"On the count of three?" I suggested.

"Ok"

"3...2...1..."

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