To my Dear Fangirl ( A Darren Espanto Fanfic)

How to Forget ?

“ Gary Espinosa! The La Salle basketball player...” Vice suddenly recalls..

I am just nervous with what could happen to Louise. She is the kind of girl that when she remembers some traumatic experience.. It would give her more trauma that the trauma it gave her the first time.. ADD HER HEART CONDITION! Gosh.. I can’t imagine what could happen..

“ Uhm.. Gary,Darren and I .. add Heidi.. Another old friend of ours were the gang during high school. Sadly, we grew apart ..So yeah.” Louise just answered

That gave me relief. Im serious. Like, that was the first time she handled the trauma well. Wait.. Her hands were shaking.. Oh no.. I knew this could happen. I am as nervous as ever.

“ oh.. Any last message for your viewers ?” Vice asked us

“ Hello there Darrenatics.. Uhm, just keep watching ASAP every Sunday..” I told them

“ Hello there Louinatics!!! Uhm thank you for the support. If you don’t have yet y album, please buy my album. Uhm.. Its available in all music stores nationwide. So please grab a copy. Thank you..” Louise said with a smile.. but her hands were still shaking..

While those hands were shaking , the more I become nervous.. SERIOUSLY!

“ Thank you Darren and Louise.” Vice ends..

“ Thank you too..” Louise and I jinxed

Then they cut the recording.. Louinatics come near her.. She does not show her shaking as they took pictures. So yeah I pulled her out from the crowd. And I believe they understand.. And that they would not make an issue about it. Then like I brought her to the dressing room. I locked the door..

“ You ok ?” I just asked her really worriedly

She just bursted in tears..

“ MiDo.. Its ok..” I try to comfort her

“I just can’t believe what I’ve done..” Louise suddenly uttered

“ What do you mean ?” I asked her so cluelessly

“ I can’t believe I could hurt my best friend’s feelings..” Louise uttered tearing up

“ Calm down.. Its OK. You have no fault.” I said hugging her tight to calm her down

“ Isn’t it my fault being so blind..” Louise told me

“ No.. Its not.. Please stop.. I love you..” I just uttered

“ I love you more..” Louise said trying to stop herself from crying

Her phone was left at the table near the mirror. It was vibrating. I checked it out for her.

“ Hello..” I just answered leaving her clueless about who it was

“ I believe this is not the right time..” I just uttered

“ Its OK. I could talk.” Louise told me

“ You serious?” I just bursted out

“ Yeah.” Louise told me

I am just nervous for her. But she told me. Once she says it, let her. I don’t want to restrict her.

“ Hello ?” She answered the phone

“ You ok ?” I heard Gary respond

“ Yeah. Don’t worry.” Louise said