Balling with Love

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Nandi's POV

"Hi" greated DeMarcus standing outside my door on a Sunday night. Funny thing is I never even called him or spoke to him so I could tell that he had something to say.

"Hi" I greated back as he walked in and surprisingly gave me a kiss on the forehead. Usually he would kiss me...

Then he lasily walked into my livingroom and plopped down on one of the couches as I sat on my sofa. This was deffinetly a weird moment cause we've never been in this awkward situation before. He was steering at the floor as I was steering at him just waiting for him to say something.

"Nandi... I know your mad..."

"No I'm not" I said interaupting him as he finally looked up at me.

"DeMarcus just tell me your side of the story" I said one last time looking straight into he's eyes as he looked back down.

"... Like I said I did sleep with her... I honestly don't think I was so passed drunk so I do think I did use protection but at this stake anything could have happened.... Look I know Bethany and she is a real bitch, she would do anything to get what she wants but I don't think that she's carrying my child..."

"Yeah but you don't know that, like you said anything could have happened so there is a possibility that this could also be your child" I  said interupting him as he just looked at me and sighed.

"... Nandi I don't have all the answers right know ok, there is a possibility that she could be carrying my child and there is a possibility that she isn't and this could be either... I am as confused as you are but I just wanna make sure this doesn't effect us"

"How can it not? To be told that your boyfriend could possibly be having a child with another woman is not just something you can live with infact it's heartbreaking and I just..." I said as the tears started pouring down from my eyes because I just couldn't hold it in anymore and he rushed to me on his knee's with his arms on my thighs and he treid to comfort me.

"Baby I am so sorry, I am truly sorry for making you feel this way" he said as I placed my hands on he's head and connected our foreheads together as he wipped of my tears and placed kisses on my cheeks and nose. And I know I'm upset but I just love him so much that all of this was just heartbreaking.

"I know you never meant for any of this to happen, and I'm trying to be positive about it but I just need some time to process all of this and clear my mind..."

"please don't leave me" he pleaded after interupting me.

"I can't promise you anything but I just need some time" I said one last time as he started placing little kisses on my lips but I just couldn't except them so I got up and brushed past him and hurried up towards my room all of this was so stressful and I just couldn't help being around him. That night I cried my eyes out... And no I didn't feel like I should have taken anything back, but yes I still do love him... What will I do?