Balling with Love

The Worst Decision Ever

Nandi's POV

All of this is just killing me... I can't even sleep at night but yet every morning I have to go to work being chased by the paparazzi and slammed by they're questions and I have to act like everything is ok? I'm here thinking about what's going on in my life but  yet DeMarcus is out there going to Resturants and baby appointments with Bethany I know that he has to take responsibility for getting her pregnant but sadly to say they look happy and as much as it pains me I think I'm getting in the way of that and I think this little 3 way triangle thing is not working out and before my whole world shatters I need to put an end to this... So here I am at DeMarcus's door and I just don't know what to expect.

The moment he opened the door I was lifted off the ground and into he's arms as he spun me around and I hugged him and he placed a passionate kiss on my lips as I couldn't help but to kiss him back. This was gonna be something really hard to do because I still love him so much.

"I thought you would never talk to me ever again, gosh you scared me babe" he said as the tears instantly just fell down my eyes. These days I just can't control myself and I've never been this emotional in my whole life.

"DeMarcus I didn't come here to see you... I actually came here to end this..."

"Nandi don't play with me" he said knowing that this was serious.

"I'm not, it's just that I don't feel like I'm in this relationship at all, I know that it's a really hard time for you but I just think that you need to get a hold of your life first because I can't do this, I honestly can not just walk around like everything is ok and it's not..."

"Nandi please just think about this... please" he said as I shook my head.

"I am so sorry, but I just can't" This was really killing me inside and I just couldn't stand there and watch him get emotional because it will make me feel worse about how I already feel.

"So your just gonna forget about all of the things we have been through, we love each other... unless it was just me this whole time" he said really getting emotional.

"Please don't make me feel more worse than I already do, you know I love you"

"But you don't even wanna push to even... try"

"DeMarcus... You are an amazing man and I don't know if I've ever said this enough but you really are, and do I think I'm making a really stupid decision yes... because I have never loved someone the way I have ever loved you before but, I'm just not happy, I'm always worrying and I'm not happy at all and why be in a relationship when your not happy... This is not about her, or the child or even you but it's about me and I don't wanna go on just worrying about everything... I will always love you but right know I can't do this... I can't do us, and... and I think it's time for me to say goodbye" I said as he just looked at the ground with he's bottom lip quivering and I could just feel the big knott in my throwt.

"Goodbye DeMarcus" I said then walked out the room for the last time ever. This was deffinetly the worst mistake I have ever made...

A/N: Well wasn't that intense? But do you guys really think that this could be the end of  Di&De? I wanna find out what you guys think 5 comments and then I will update a new part.

And I also wanna give a shout out to Princess_ Taisha & ElleEstBelle you guys are amazing fans and I love knowing that you love my writing God Bless You.