My four alpha king mates

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I didn't sleep at all. I couldn't. Every time I tried I just saw one of my parents dying so I stayed up... all night on my laptop. I really don't have clues so I'm doing my best to research.

I don't really know what to do. I believe my mates are still mad at me but, I don't care. I need to finish up. I need to figure out where Ashley is. Figure out these wanna be parents.

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Okay it's been three days since my parents death and I still try to go to sleep but, they get worse when I shut my eyes. So I gave up on sleep.

No one had bothered to come in my room. They think I eat but, I haven't. Either they are giving me space or they forgot about me. I got up and stretched. I walked to the bathroom and realized I didn't have clothes.

I walked towards my mates room where they all sat on the bed with their head in their hands. I walked in all the way and they looked up at me.

"We thought you left" Lucas said while getting up to hug me. I was about to shake my head but, remembered what mum said. "No, I've been in another room" I said quietly.

"Why?" Luis asked hurt. "Well, I needed some space and alone time to grieve. But, also research and planning" I muttered while going through my suitcase and found an outfit.

"Are you coming back tonight?" Liam Asked. "I-I don't know. I stay up late" I said. "You don't sleep you mean" Luke said. "W-what?" I said shocked that he found out.

"Admit it. You aren't sleeping." He said. I sighed. "So I ain't sleeping. No biggie" I said. "When was the last time you slept?" He asked.

"When was the last time my parents were alive?" I snapped. "A week ago" Luis muttered. "What?" I said confused. "It's been a week." Liam said. "I thought it had been three days" I said. They shook their heads. "One week" Liam said showing me the date on his phone.

Okay. I'm going crazy. "You haven't slept in a week" Luis said sadly. "I mean it's pretty noticeable bro. Look at her face. Pale. Bags under her eyes." Lucas said.

I walked out of the room towards the room I was staying in. I got there and I went to the bathroom. I was in the middle of the shower when I heard my computer go off.

I was just going to leave it but, does anyone just get the urge that it is important. I rushed out and wrapped a towel around me. I looked. It was a message.

Meet me outside the castle after your shower.
    ~ anonymous

How did they know I was showering? Weird. I went back to the shower and finished up before walking out and getting dressed.

I grabbed my black leather jacket and put it on before I grabbed black sunglasses to cover up my eyes. Then I walked out running into Ash.

"Where are you going?" He asked suspiciously. "No where" I said quickly before using my wolf speed to the gates of the kingdom. He couldn't even look at me which hurt me worse. I heard orders being thrown around to spot me. Damn it Ash.

I snuck out of the gates and a hand immediately covered my mouth and everything went black.