SHIVAAY'S POV
Its been 1 month to the incident and since then, I have only one companion, my favorite alcohol. I am not an alcoholic though but it helps me to get over her memories and sleep at least for a few hours. My darkened eyelids, loose body and weakened arms show my condition. One month ago, I lost myself. Now its just the body that's living
"Shivaay beta" Jhanvi was on the door looking with pitied eyes
"Bataiye ma" I hiccuped
She entered the room, sat near him and took the glass from me which I was reluctant to give.
"Uss hadse ko 1 mahine ho gaye hai aur ab tumhe aage badhna chahiye" she said patting his back
"Nahi badh sakta maa kyunki meri aatma to usi din mar gayi thi jis din meri Anika ko mujhse dur china gaya aur wo bhi mere saamne" My tears ditched me once again and it fell
"Wo aayi bahaar banke aur gayi kaate ki tarah chubhke" I was deifnitely turning into a poet
"Khudko aisi takleef mat do, mai nahi dekh sakti apne bete ko aise" she cried putting her head on his shoulders
"Hey strong woman, ye kya drama hai ha? Meri body thik hai" I placed a kiss on her forehead
"Aaj mujhse promise karo ki ye sab chod doge, bohut dekh lia. Ek nayi zindagi shuru karo" Jhanvvi asked for my hand
I gave my hand and smiled
"Thik hai, kal ja raha hun USA. Waha ke branch ko meri zarurat hai" I managed to say
"Ok" she got up and left after wishing a good night
My eyes watered to see my mother's condition. She doesnt deserve this. I have been enough selfish but now its time to think for the family and specially mom. So I have decided to leave this country and get out from her memories.
Dil ka dariya beh hi gaya
Ishq ibadat ban hi gaya
Khud ko mujhe tu sonp de
Meri zaroorat tu ban gaya
Her smile flashed in front of me and I poured another glass
Baat dil ki nazron ne ki
Sach keh raha teri kasam
Tere bin ab na lenge ik bhi dam
Tujhe kitna chahne lage hum
"Aakhon me pyaar aur nafrat dono dikh gaya but I am late"
Tere bin ab na lenge ik bhi dam
Tujhe kitna chahne lage hum
Tere saath ho jayenge khatam
Tujhe kitna chahne lage hum
I smashed the glass with my naked hands and it broke. Blood oozing out from my hands but will this pain affect me? No way. I have been through much but not more than my Ani
The only thought that kills me everyday is that - She is alive but I am NOTHING for her!!
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Fanfiction"Why have u come here? Has they left u from the mental asylum?" Shivaay asked "Mental Asylum. Hmm.. Interesting. I was never meant to be there my dear husband" Anika said with a smirk "Shut up your nonsense and come to the point. What do u want?" "I...
