At boarding school life was okay, I guess. I tried to miggle with the other kids but those who pissed me off got what's coming for them.
One day they locked me up in the kitchen to clean as my punishment.
while I was cleaning I fell ontop of a hot steel and burnt the back of my left arm.
Surprisingly I didn't feel any pain, I looked at the scar it was red, and deep.All the pain of being thrown away from home and losing my mom vanished, I felt relived and happy again.
So it became like a religion for me, everytime I felt pain I just take a knife which I stole from the kitchen , place it on the stove or a fire place then when it's red I place it on my arm, or legs.
After some few months I was decorated with burnt lined scars.
I meet Molly there, she was nice and unlike me she actually wanted to go to a boarding school.
She was like me sweet on the outside and cold on the inside.
We quickly became friends, went to parties together, drank alcohol together, got into trouble together and the best thing about her, she never judged me or my decisions and I never judged hers as well.
That's how I managed to remain happy even after being thrown out of my home.
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I finished middle school and went to high school also boarding school.
I only saw Molly on holidays as well as my other friends from middle school.
After a year of high school I decided I wanted to go back home, I started by messing with my teachers, which was very easy, then students, then finally as we were coming back from an epic party out of campus, which also wasn't allowed.
I kind of smashed the principal's car.
He was pissed off and that got me a one way ticket back home.
When my dad came to pick me up he wasn't impressed at all, he's never impressed with what I do anyway.
"What do you want from me Amy?", he asked on our way back.
"I told you I never wanted to go to your stupid boarding school anyways. But you didn't listen". I told him, "So I was thinking of attending Molly's school, I hear it's great".
"That's for me and your mother to decide".
I looked at him, "Which mother. I thought my mom died, so which mother are we talking about here?".
"If you continue this behavior of yours I will be forced to take you back to another boarding school".
I'm sixteen now dad I can make my own decisions.
I looked at him and smiled. "I promise I will be nice to Leo".
Leo's Kate and dad's child. I know I promised he also will pay for throwing me out of the house but when I first saw the kid three years back I melted.
He was so cute and adorable I couldn't hate him.
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Non-FictionAmy a seventeen year old girl finds herself drowning in a world of mistakes, anger, neglect and hurt. She's only left with one wish to rid everyone from the pain she caused them.